Ok slip. Please do, I promise you will benefit from it. You are already open to the concept, and when the details are brought to light, you will gain an enormous amount of knowledge.
Peace.
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Ok slip. Please do, I promise you will benefit from it. You are already open to the concept, and when the details are brought to light, you will gain an enormous amount of knowledge.
Peace.
Threadstarter & others:
Far be it for me to chastise, and I'm not doing so. But I have found that when you leave porno alone for several days, or a week or two, you'll begin to feel better about yourself, and mind will be alot clearer about life in general. You'll feel more victorious as a man...even moreso than you think you do now. Let's face it guys, most of us are not proud to watch porn, and it does stem from the fact(depending on your belief) that it is wrong to watch....BUT we're addicted to it. We are in a sense mentally affected by watching the porn, as the starlets are who are starring in it.
I'm trying to break this addiction, but honestly it's hard. Porn is like your trusty toy that when you're sad or depressed, will give you a lift for a while, then when it's over, you hit bottom again.....rise, repeat. Porn, jut like a drug can be a cause of your depression in some ways.
Far be it for me to chastise, and I'm not doing so. But I have found that when you leave porno alone for several days, or a week or two, you'll begin to feel better about yourself, and mind will be alot clearer about life in general. You'll feel more victorious as a man...even moreso than you think you do now. Let's face it guys, most of us are not proud to watch porn, and it does stem from the fact(depending on your belief) that it is wrong to watch....BUT we're addicted to it. We are in a sense mentally affected by watching the porn, as the starlets are who are starring in it.
I'm trying to break this addiction, but honestly it's hard. Porn is like your trusty toy that when you're sad or depressed, will give you a lift for a while, then when it's over, you hit bottom again.....rise, repeat. Porn, jut like a drug can be a cause of your depression in some ways.
Marlo Manson
Hello Sexy girl how your Toes doing?
well good things come to those who wait (more like suffer) I met with my attorney and my appeal against the social security is coming up soon; he is very confident that I will win my case; I have plenty of documentation to note in the opinion of 3 doctors; that it would be almost impossibe for me to get; and maintain a job; with all the symtoms I live with on a daily basis; so after 2 + years without earning a cent; I may finally be able to recieve the SS that I payed into for 20 + years.. they fight to pay you your own damn money? is everything concerning the government fucked up or what? so even though I lived like a peasant for 2 + years I will finally be vindicated.. I could have easily given up; but I didn't; so despite all your anguish and pain do not steal your own soul.. do not kill yourself! talk to your family; make sure you get a doctors help; and even though its hard and it hurts really bad; you'll end up catching a break that will change your life so you can find happiness once again!! :bowdown::hatsoff:
I guess your strongest class in High School was not "Reading Comprehension". This man's issues have nothing to do with porn.
Good luck slipknot, may you get what you deserve.
sagomakolyma
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yes, fascinating. i think people are cowards, and souless for NOT killing themselves. "no offense"
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sputnikgirl
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Glad to hear things are looking better for you slipknot. :thumbsup:
Marlo Manson
Hello Sexy girl how your Toes doing?
Well thank you very much!! I was very relieved when I got this great news!!
thanks pete; I didn't wanna embarrass or attack anyone; I know they meant well but was unaware that my problems are not porn related..
I am very sypethatic to peter's situation and he has given me some great advice and been a great friend/person to share my situation with.. thank you!!
WOW.. THATS PRETTY INSENSITIVE AND A SORRY WAY TO FEE!?!?! NO OFFENSE BUT YOU'VE GOT ME VERY CONFUSED? I think I would have been considered a COWARD OR SOULESS FOR KILLING MYSELF!! IT TAKES ALLOT MORE GUTS TO ENDURE ALL THE PAIN THIS WRETCHED; EVIL; WORLD CAN THROW AT YOU AND BE WILLING TO SWALLOW IT AND ASK FOR MORE!!!! WELL DEFINATELY NOT ASK FOR MORE; BUT SURELY NOT GIVING UP REGARDLESS OF HOW PAINFUL; MISERABLE; OR HOPELESS WE ARE OR BECOME.. COWARDS KILL THEMSELVES!! WHICH IS PRETTY SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO COPE WITH LIFE; THE BEST OF TIMES AND THE WORST OF TIMES!!! IT CERTAINLY DOESN'T MEAN A PERSON WHO KILLS THEMSELVES WILL BE REMEMBERED OR CONSIDERED BRAVE FOR SNUFFING THEIR OWN SOUL!! :nono: THAT MAKES THAT PERSON LOOK LIKE A :conehead:; WEAK; SOULESS; AND A COWARD!! FOR REALZ!!!
ThanK You!! Sputnik thats very kind of you!!! I appreciate your thoughts and concern!!! :bowdown:
Hey slipnot! Don't worry about sagomakolyma's comment. He has been a troll around here. He came back from his ban today, and now has a second ban for comments like that, in addition to spamming. Hopefully he's gone for good. Keep your head up. I agree with you, you are not a coward. The cowards are the ones who take the easy way out by killing themselves and leaving everyone who cares about them behind.
I've thought about ending my life before too, but when I'd make a list I had more worth living for than I did to die for. I'd be lying if I said I didn't try to end my life, but it was a ton of pills that I ended up puking up and ended up with what felt like a hangover for a couple of days.
I think that for most, the thought of suicide stays there, but the willingness to go through with it fades away. At times I feel helpless and friendless, and somehow, I get out of the funk and know that I have something to live for. It's awesome when you know you have someone to live for too.
I think that for most, the thought of suicide stays there, but the willingness to go through with it fades away. At times I feel helpless and friendless, and somehow, I get out of the funk and know that I have something to live for. It's awesome when you know you have someone to live for too.
I have no idea how to grasp of what you are going through. I just hope you can find the hope, strength and desire to overcome the pitfalls that life has put in front of you.
We have another Stanley Cup to watch! If that is even a small consolation..
Hang in there bud from a fellow Detroiter!
We have another Stanley Cup to watch! If that is even a small consolation..
Hang in there bud from a fellow Detroiter!
Marlo Manson
Hello Sexy girl how your Toes doing?
exactly thats why I was kind of disappointed to see sago is banned; I wanted them to read my reply; he didn't hurt my feelings; I just thought about how retarded that POV is or was!!
I agree thats why I fought my desire to commit or attempt to commit with every ounce of my soul!!
thanx believe it or not I bleed NHL HOCKEY; and am especially happy about our redwings; over joyed; but I have to admit I wasn't as excited as the 1st three times in past 11 years..
I HAVE EXPERIENCED ALOT OF PAIN AND HAVE BEEN QUITE DEPRESSED; BUT I HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY ATTEMPTED TO END MY LIFE.. THE LOADED GUN INCIDENT WAS MORE LIKE A WISH THAT I KNEW WOULDN'T COME TRUE; I AM TOO EXPERIENCED WITH GUNS; AND TOO MENTALLY STRONG THAT I KNEW MY BEING PISSY DRUNK AND STONED OUT OF MY MIND!! WASN'T ENOUGH TO LET ME PULL THAT FUCKIN TRIGGER!! AND I WAS HOPING THAT BEING THAT MENTALLY ALTERED AT THE TIME; WOULD LET ME ACT WITHOUT A CONCIOUS THOUGHT OF WHAT THE CONSEQUENCE'S OF PULLING THAT TRIGGER WERE!! I COULDN'T EVEN FOOL MYSELF WHEN I WAS WAY BEYOND DRUNK AND HIGH!!! SO THOUGH I HAVE ALWAYS CONTEMPLATED; I HAVE NEVER ATTEMPTED NOR DO I PLAN TO EVER TRY.. I MAY THINK ABOUT IT; SO YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME; I AM NOWHERE NEAR MY EDGE;
I WROTE THIS TO EXPRESS MY GUILT FOR EVEN CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE FOR ALL THESE YEARS!! BUT MORE AS A DETOURANT FOR OTHERS WHO ARE IN AS MUCH PAIN AND FEEL AS HOPELESS AND DEPRESSED AS I HAVE BEEN.. SOONER OR LATER YOUR LIFE AND THE PATH IT CARRIES YOU DOWN WILL EVENTUALLY LEAD TO HAPPINESS OR ATLEAST A HOPEFUL LIVABLE EXISTENCE.. PLEASE EXCUSE THE ALL CAPS BUT I WANTED EVERYONE TO UNDERSTAND I AM NOT IN ANY DANGER OF MYSELF..
ITS MORE FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN'T SEE THE HOPE AT THE END OF THE JOURNEY THEY ARE CURRENTLY TRAVELING; KEEP YOUR SPIRITS UP THINK OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU!!! STAY UP AND FIGHT THE FIGHT... :bowdown::hatsoff: THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY WHO WAS CONCERNED ABOUT ME.. I HAVE FOR THE MOST PART LEARNED HOW TO DEAL WITH THE GHOST OF SUICIDE IT DOESN'T HAUNT ME ANYMORE IT REMINDS ME TO NEVER GIVE UP!!! :thumbsup:
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