SpexyAshleigh
Official Checked Star Member
Mariah, I grew up in a home where my dad was an alcoholic and addicted to drugs. When I was ten, he turned his life around because one of his business partners invited him out to church and he was touched by what he saw. Overnight my dad quit drugs, did the detox on his own and hasn't touched a drug since. He doesn't drink anymore either. I grew up through my teenage years saying the same things as you - and you know what? I still do. Organized religion is mostly a facade. Something people hide behind to cover up their sins and transgressions. An excuse to do evil in the name of something higher. But I see through all of that and yet can still hold a personal faith. I've SEEN how faith can change your life for the better. And at the end of the day, when the world goes to shit and IF you are right and there is no God, at least I held something personal like faith dear to me, and had it see me through hard times. Its given me peace. I believe in something bigger, and it makes me feel secure. How can you even begin to judge that? Or ridicule me and others like me for having a belief system? Faith isn't about going to church and having to live your life by a rulebook - its not about using the Bible to base our laws on. Be mad at those who pass the laws, but you can't be angry at people who choose to have a set of beliefs. I don't even attend church, but I believe that if I came out to other TRUE believers about my career (btw, I'm a solo camgirl who doesn't fuck on film for money, just had to clarify) I do believe I'd be welcomed with love and acceptance. The point I'm trying to make is that you can't make blanket statements about people of faith because everyones faith is different. Not everyone who believes in God is inherently evil and out to get you. There ARE good people out there. Its just, for you to sit there and degrade us and call us crazy, makes you one of the bad ones you hate so much. You're a beautiful and strong woman, but what you're displaying is ugly to the core. I don't think I'm alone in thinking that. I have mad respect for you, I just can't stand close minded, judgemental people...and the words you've displayed today put you on the same boat as the very people you are criticizing. I hope you can see that.