Actually, it's quite liberating. Also, transvestism is not gay. There are very few gay transvestites, most are heterosexual. Not that I have a choice - that was what I was ordered to wear during the Miss FreeOnes competition.
Why would I have any homosexual fantasies whilst being fucked by someone like Miss Hybrid?
I enjoy sexual experiences, and have had a man fuck me as well (not on a one to one basis, but as part of a group activity), but I would still say that I am neither gay nor even bisexual as I am not attracted to men, I am just open to new experiences. If I find that I do not like them, then I will resist doing them again (orders permitting). In a way, it is the same as food. I will try anything once, regardless of when it looks like. I will judge only on what it tastes like. There is no way of knowing whether I will not like it until I have tried it. I may feel uncomfortable or nervous about it, but that will not normally stop me, unless it involves penetrative physical harm (e.g. Syringes, nails, etc).
At the end of the day, when it comes to sexual experiences, it is each to their own. What are you comfortable with? If you don't want to experience anal sex because you think that it might hurt, then fair enough (it won't if done properly with plenty of lube and a gentle partner). But if you are closed to the experience purely because you think it's "gay", then you maybe you are just a little afraid that
You Might enjoy the experience and that enjoyment would automatically make you homosexual (it still does not). Having said that, if you are not comfortable with the idea in the first place, then the chances are that you would not enjoy it because you would be too tense anyway.
In my book, you only get one chance at life, and you can only learn by experience. If you have a bad one you learn not to do it again. If you have a good one, you try and repeat it. I love my job. I am submissive most of the time here, but I can (and have been) dominant as well. Both have their attractions to me under the right circumstances and with the right partners.
I've whittered on enough now, and I have another busy day tomorrow, so good night for now.