That I might become reincarnated into a spider only to later become discovered, stung (*********) and captured by the Mud Dauber Wasp.
She'd airlift my lifeless "arachnidious" body to a mud formed capsule, all the while, I'm fully conscious of what's going on ! She deposits me inside the capsule, amongst some of my spider neighbors, also ********* ! The only purpose of our living at this point is to incubate her rapidly growing pupa immediately to my starboard (right side).
Again, allow me to reiterate that we all appear as lifeless spiders, but we're all very much alive and aware what's happening. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you that there is another purpose for us being ****** into this dark capsule . . It works out that that flying clown faced bitch "only" paralyzes us, as opposed to ******* us, because we must remain fresh eating for her maturing pupa. Our deaths are imminent and we have about 3 weeks to contemplate that we'll eventually be eaten alive.