Neesa - Redhead Milf

O.K. so www.milfbattle.com has their site back up.Lets put me back on #1 Please! I am #2+3 right now. Puma is ahead of me.We can't have that.Esp. when Im going on the Howard Stern show and mentioning this site.Each computer can only vote 1 time per day.And if u give her/any other girl a "1",it lowers their average.Give me a "10" for best.ANd leave comments on my pics if u wish.Thx sooo much.I cannot wait to finallly do my first interview on camera/radio.I am hoping it will get me a gig in Penthouse magazine as well.One of the clubs I work at is Penthouse so that will make it easier.

Also,can any of u send me any new info on max..I want to find out when his trial is in March in FL.I think I read that somewhere.And I would like ot find out what high school/jr he went to,etc..Any info that I can bring up on the radio show.ANy new arrests,troble hes in.info on his Child porn charge,etc..
 
Finally! U asked,and I make things happen...I have a website for the first time ever! ANd I thank the owner of www.milfbattle.com for being the web designer. www.neesa.net (Whoever has.com can shove a hammer up their ass).I am sure they intended on taking it from me.Its still under construction.I plan on having a message board,a post on my appearences.And i dont want to speak to soon but there is some special shit on the way..ALso,Naked.com didnt come through since noone over there knos how to wk a MAC.So,I just signed on W Playboy webcam.I dont even kno the exact website,etc..I have to print and mail the paperwork and I will let u kno if this site works..U will b seeing more of me and I will keep u posted on the stern show.I dance in vegas sometimes so if ur gonna b there,let me kno.
Happy Valentines Day everyone.I dont have a Valentine,but I have a really hot female police officer coming over to order pizza,bake cupcakes with me,take nude photos of me for my new website,and go to a rock show w me.Were just friends.Shes not bisexual.
BTW DId u vote for me on www.milfbattle.com yet??? today?
 
i dont know where to start... Well i first saw you in bigsausage pizza, i can say that i was hadrly hold myself not to fall in love with you :) After all those years i grow up i started to look around more for you, and my efforts didnt gone waste thankfully... i watched many of your shoots. you are so beatiful and you are so right to criticise that you categorised as a Milf. (by the way sorry about the language mistakes im from Turkey). i just read all these 18 pages of posts, before i write these. and i agree that this industry is so fucked up. Anyone who has some curves (i mean the ones you have, curves, but some women has a disgusting stomach just like men) and big breasts, considered as a milf. But you, youre way far being a milf. You have the attidute of being mature, and thats the people find you attaractive. There is a saying in my country, women are like wine, they get better when years pass. you are the living proof of this.

i watched the Tag Team bullshit before i read your comments, and i defineantly sensed something wrong about those guys. Especially in the first moments, which you travel in car, those guys acted just like animals. Youre right to see them like that.

whatever, i just cant believe im talking to you you know i could give anything just to see you with my bare eyes, dancing, or just sitting in a cafe reading a book etc... i would just look at you and your pure beauty, without getting bored or distracted... and i have to say, without a breast job im sure that you wont lose anything from yourself, you would still be beatiful...

i know this is getting longer, and you'd get bored reading this, but even the possibility that you can read these, make me write so many things else, so i apologize :)

i will be giving votes everyday in milfbattle, until you will be the first, i have to admit puma is a beatiful women too, but she is too tall, and this makes her unattractive, you are just a natures' perfection with your white skin, lovely face, height, weight, bla bla, i mean everything you have...

oh by the way do you use contact lenses? becouse their color is adoreable :)

sorry about the language again, my vocabulary in english has a few collection of adjectives, if i knew more, i would definetly say them to you, but please accept all positive adjectives from me = )

hmm and for the ending, i am so sorry about you being unlucky with men. when i read things you lived, i just thought this. Men cant handle women like you Neesa. As i read your posts, you changed in my mind, from a pornstar to a philosohper or something like that. You are absoluetly right, youre not a piece of meat and you have to be treated as a human being, so i am sadly support your desicion of leaving porn. Oh about boyz, they have to seek for problems in themselves. as i said before men cant handle women like you. Becouse you are so perfect, as beauty and intelligent, they are offended with that. and this make them hurt, so they just find the way running away from you. you can only be happy with a man whose self-confidence is beyond normal. so my suggestion is "seek someone like this", if you really want a long term and happy relationship of course. i you were my girlfriend for example, i would get paranoid every night if youre cheating on me, i would call you every second, and im sure this would irritates you...

goodbye and take good care of yourself...
 
Welcome "Esen".Wow! Thats a long one.Thx for the sweet words.O.K. so here is whats up..I am still waiting to find out when I will do th show.A few days ago they asked if early March would b good.I said yes and I have to wait for the exact info b 4 getting my ticket.
Several of u have to donate $ for my trip to the show.Thank u.Here is the problem..As u kno I dont trust men.Or really anyone for that matter.Bcause I get naked ofr a living my chances of an asshole trying to violate my body are higher than say,a school teacher..

I don't have a post office box.ANd if I did,u wold kno what area I lived in which as u kno I keep very private.There r also wierdos that would probably wait at th Post office in that zipcode to run into me.If u sent me a Money order u would have to put a name on it.Even if I gave u a friends name,I am putting them in danger.I recently ran into some danger and I cannot discuss it bcause I dont kno if he knos my porn name.If so,he can google this.But I will say I rarely meet fans,or men on the net.

The 2 times I did meet men it was through MySPace and a dating matchmaking site.Both times the men violated me.I think the fact that the few friends I do have are all cops is what scared 1 away.The other,was a former celebrity and I threatened his future in fame if he didn't let me get the fuck out.Both men have terrible criminal records.I have no criminal rec and have never been in trouble w the law.

I will say I am a risk taker,I live on the edge.I need to stop that.I may as well shoot hroin w the way I have been living over the past few months.I am going to be very careful from now on.ANd the minute men think they kno me,it only makes me uncomfortable.I have opened up lately,pls dont take weakness for my openess .U kno I am strong.I may be little,but I have big friends and a big bottle of mace.Hahah.ANyways,One person offered his freq. flier miles which is sooo generous.But how smart would i b to give a stranger who only knos me by my porn films,my real name,city to depart from,time and day of travel? Not smart.I dont kno how I can do this show when I am struggling so bad that I have to cut back on things I enjoy,and things I need.I am not making $ at my club the past 2 days I made $150 and $155 a nite.I took my clothes off for 6 hrs and rubbed my ass on guys dicks.The girls r getting viscious bcause were probably going thru a recession soon.The economy is real bad right now in the US.I had an "Episode" last nite at wk bcause some girl fucked w my money.Or as we call it,"Stepped on my toes".I have never been in a fight.I walk away bcause I think I will b the crazy bitch who snaps one day.I went home last nite and hexed the bitch.It makes me feel better.I blieve if u blieve in majic,it will come true.Its for those who blieve.I fight legally,or thru spiritualism.I have a few requests..

Please do not PM me anymore.I will not read them.Its never personal enough.I have to b that way pls understand.ALso,I am not on MySPace or any other site like that.I am only here and soon to be on www.neesa.net.
Part of me wants to aim for Penthouse magazine as I have been persuiing that,wants to do Howard show,etc..ANd then part of me wants to retire from stripping soon,get out of the business completely.I dont even kno if i wanna do the show anymore.I have a problem w them not flying me in or paying for my hotel.Do they treat all the guests like this or just the strippers? I am sure Nikki Sixx didnt have to pay his way.R they just testing me to see if I wuld pay b 4 they offer? I am about to say,"Fly me in and put me up or I am not going".
I am very depressed lately.I share this w u bcause I like to write,and I want u to kno that pretty girls who are strippers are not always happy,do not always have boyfriends or anyone for that matter,are lonely,do not always go out and party.I never go out.I was so extraverted yrs ago.I am an introvert.I am happy to say that I am moving from this state(Physically) in a few months.I hate where I live.I have been here for a few months and its awful.WHen I move,I will tell u all about it.I kno I will b soo much happier then.I wish I didnt have to wait months,but my move will b thousands.

Please post on this page and not PM.U kno I read everything.I do appreciate ur support guys.ANd I love advice from strangers.I feel guys say more whats on their mind thru internet..But,none of u kno me personally.U kno what goes thru my mind some of the time.But thats not enough to kno me personally.

On a lighter note.Did any of u guys see the air guitar championship on VH1? I love it! I have been playing air guitar on strip club stages for yrs.I swear I have to b the only one! I def am the only one at all the clubs I wk.
 
thanks for the reply, by the way, i think i have a solituion for your donation problem. do you know the Paypal system, i dont know so much about it but basically its a wired money transfer system, and i think it can provide you your privacy... For further information, people in this forum can help i think, and you can ask friends about it...
 
I have no idea what type of site.I cant resell my vids and pics cause i dont own them.But I am not going to pay for a site when I am not making $ off it.


Just do live webcam shows and i dont know like good ol' home made porn...
a very good camera is like 2000$

Ther is desperate guys out there willing to pay like 8$ a minute on webcam sites to see feets and other fucked up fetish stuff...

Start with basic stuff and build up on this...

Guys are paying ridiculous amounts of money for non nudes girls doing wet tshirts photo sets and baby oil videos you can make a quick buck by giving yourself a good time with a dildo...

i just had the perfect idea... get a camera and do customs videos...

you know like you charge a certain amount of money for 15/20 minutes clips and just mail em on a autographied dvd...

If you are THAT broke im sure you can like buy one use it and bring it back to the store for a refund or rent one...


or i dont know go on a webcam site like flirt4free.com and get hired you're going to make a ridiculous amount money bye staying away from us evil mens!

By the way i had a great time looking at your videos and i am certainly going to suscribe if you go on with that website idea!
 
Do they treat all the guests like this or just the strippers?

Honestly -- probably almost all the guests.

Please do not take this the wrong way and misinterpret what I am saying, because it can be easily misconstrued, but they have strippers, porn stars, models, etc. on all the time, ranging from unknown, to semi-famous, to as big as it gets in the girl's particular industry (e.g. Jenna Jameson was on last week and is probably the most recognizable female name in the history of porn, at least some could argue).

Many Stern fans have actually gotten sick of it, actually, and will turn the channel when they interview these girls, usually because the interviews are rather boring and end with the girl riding the Sybian. Now, I know better, because you would be a different interview since you have such a different (and interesting) outlook and approach, particularly in a way to refute what Max Hardcore said when he was in the studio.

The way that the Stern producers will look at it is, they have other guests that would pay their own way to get there and come into the studio for an interview if someone else passed on the opportunity.

Most of the big names that come in are usually in New York City for other reasons -- other interviews, movie releases, promotions, etc. Most movie stars and music artists have these trips financed by their companies and will make their way across the country doing promotional stops. It's probably the same way for porn stars.

They really do not have many 'regular' strippers in the studio. 95% of the girls that come in are either porn stars or models (Penthouse/Playboy usually). Others also include "HowardTV" girls who are basically hired to come in.
 
GCD1-Thank u soo much for that info.It was very usefull.My mental illness may b the reason I cant go right now.I just cant see myself being alone in a hotel.Being in NY alone.I cant afford it.I dont wk much when I am depressed.I spend all my $ on mental hospital,meds,doctors..I just realised why I am in a rut.Its expensive to b bipolar.Its Fri nite and Im at home watching movies.Do I sound like a porn star stripper to u? Arent I suppose to b wking on Fri? Now u kno why I am broke.But I just ate some yummy sushi!
 
hey Neesa! Been a while since I said hi.
sorry to hear about your ups and downs. Life ! what a crazy ride it is.
Thinking of moving huh? Well, have you thought about LA. Sun, Me, Pretty People.
Feel better! Don't let anyone get you down. Be strong.
Rock
 
Just do live webcam shows and i dont know like good ol' home made porn...
a very good camera is like 2000$

Ther is desperate guys out there willing to pay like 8$ a minute on webcam sites to see feets and other fucked up fetish stuff...

Start with basic stuff and build up on this...

Guys are paying ridiculous amounts of money for non nudes girls doing wet tshirts photo sets and baby oil videos you can make a quick buck by giving yourself a good time with a dildo...

i just had the perfect idea... get a camera and do customs videos...

you know like you charge a certain amount of money for 15/20 minutes clips and just mail em on a autographied dvd...

If you are THAT broke im sure you can like buy one use it and bring it back to the store for a refund or rent one...


or i dont know go on a webcam site like flirt4free.com and get hired you're going to make a ridiculous amount money bye staying away from us evil mens!

By the way i had a great time looking at your videos and i am certainly going to suscribe if you go on with that website idea!

did you missed on my poste because it was the last one of the page?
 
I will be on howard Stern on March 12th! Mark your calenders. It will be FIERCE! ALso,I do not read PM's anymore so please stop sending them("Private messages".Hore4183,I didnt miss ur post.I see all of them.Thank u for that advice ;).I dont comment on all of them all the time but I read them all.I am nervous as shit about this appearence..And I don't like NY or COld weather/snow
 
hey all,
im a new comer to the board though ive been following it for a while. i wanted to ask neesa if she ever dances in san diego or anywhere else in so cal?
 
Just a small HI! from me as well. :)

I'm always glad to see interesting women chatting with guys on freeones. I've been silently following this thread since very beginning. It's disgusting to read what kind of crap is going on in this industry. From stupid performers' selection solely by age, to forcing agreement on girls, to rapes. Where is this world going? There has been some buzz recently about Vivid forcing contract girls to sign a new agreement which includes interracial. Apparently that sells these days, so sign or get the fuck out.

But hey, business evolves just like its customers. Immature comments and degrading treatment are for some reason norm. There's a thread on this forums where a bunch of guys are extremely passionate about one model. They used to have lengthy discussions about her career since days when she was modeling in malls' catalogues and stuff. They weren't pleased knowing she goes HC, but as a true fans accepted that - model's body, model's choice, right? But some idiots didn't like all that chat without links to free porn, started whining and moderator asked guys to cut down the discussion. WTF is wrong with Internet? You have to act like a 15 year old retard to be accepted?

I'm really glad to see you moved to "regular" activities - dentistry included. :) I'm not really happy to read that you'll be on HS radio. He's a moron, but a smart one. If he doesn't want you to express your thought (and you do have plenty of interesting stuff to say) he won't let you. Yet again - this kind of cheap, sensational entertainment people want.

I was wondering if you ever approached Wicked. If I buy porn (and I do because that's the way to support those girls in the business - not downloading 15sec clips), I tend to buy their movies. They have some high quality ones with real story and cheesy, but still acting. :) And Jessica Drake is around your age - seems they know what's good. :D I mean - if you ever try again, IMO you should with them. It's damn hard, I'm sure, but working with some 18yo morons or rapists or not working - I guess we both would pick the later.

Sooo. It was boring enough I guess. ;) Please don't forget about us, fans - we appreciate your time and wisdom (God, strip etiquette is fabulous - pure common sense, but I have no doubts 95% males behave like animals in that environment). Take care!
 
Great New Nessa. Now would be a terrific time to negotiate a couple new flicks so you have something to pimp on the show. I would think you could get a much bigger then your normal rate with Howard Stern to spread the word. Make some calls girl, Go to the bank!
 
Nessa. i have been reading this board on and off for some time now. you really do provide some insight into the industry and it is not all positive. it is clear that you have some issues thanks to someone you wish to remain nameless or his name never uttered, but i thought i would try and give some advice to you. it seems from reading this board that you really enjoy writing and interacting with people from the board, so why not do some writing. it will keep you out of the industry, and inspiration could be Diablo Cody. i don't know if you have seen the movie Juno but she won best script recently. she was a stripper turned writer.and she wrote a book about her experiences as a stripper and it was also a success. what i am trying to say is there is sometimes positive to look forward to for you and its about staying positive and just doing the work to do what you want to . there will be bumps on the road but why not try something you seem to enjoy.
just my 2 cents.
ps- i still prefer the red hair
 
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