ive been watching porn evr sinc i was 12 years old, when i saw my first lesbian porno...id always been curious back then what sex was like, and i was very excited when i saw lesbian porn...when i saw my first hardcore scene i was extremely confused, because no one ever taught me about sex before, i basically learned from porn
so yeah, 7 years has ****** since then, and i still watch, only problem now is that its completely ruining my life. ill spend at least 3 hours a day looking at porn, and masturabte a maximum of twice a day. ive had to spend over $1000 total to get my computer fixed, because i frequently get viruses (keyloggers most often) when i search for porn. two months ago i had my first girlfriend ever, she was an extremely sweet girl who was actually going somewhere in her life. i found that i spent more time looking at porn rather than talking with my girlfriend, i thought that the fact that i had a girlfriend would ***** me away from porn...we eventually broke up after 3 weeks, mainly because there wasn't enough communication, and now im back where i started...lonely, dont know which direction im going in...
its extremely tough, because ive tried several times to ***** myself away from porn. ive gone to two counselors before, and they said if i have such a strong interest in porn, that i should consider working in the porn industry...however i have no idea what i could do, because i certainly dont have the body type to be a male pornstar, nor the experience in sex; i cant edit or direct films, i dont know what to do...is there any way possible i can stop my addiction?
so yeah, 7 years has ****** since then, and i still watch, only problem now is that its completely ruining my life. ill spend at least 3 hours a day looking at porn, and masturabte a maximum of twice a day. ive had to spend over $1000 total to get my computer fixed, because i frequently get viruses (keyloggers most often) when i search for porn. two months ago i had my first girlfriend ever, she was an extremely sweet girl who was actually going somewhere in her life. i found that i spent more time looking at porn rather than talking with my girlfriend, i thought that the fact that i had a girlfriend would ***** me away from porn...we eventually broke up after 3 weeks, mainly because there wasn't enough communication, and now im back where i started...lonely, dont know which direction im going in...
its extremely tough, because ive tried several times to ***** myself away from porn. ive gone to two counselors before, and they said if i have such a strong interest in porn, that i should consider working in the porn industry...however i have no idea what i could do, because i certainly dont have the body type to be a male pornstar, nor the experience in sex; i cant edit or direct films, i dont know what to do...is there any way possible i can stop my addiction?
