I felt so bad when I was with the really hot Brazillian she-male in the Bois De Boulogne in Paris.
I asked her if I could go down on her, thinking she was a woman, but realized when she was reluctant to remove her short shorts, that she had a cock. She was such a beautiful, stunning, woman, and she was giving me a BJ. She was so scared at what would happen if I found out she had a cock.
Well I coaxed her into dropping her shorts and then worshipped her the same way she had worshipped me. When I saw that she was a shemale, and I was still so turned on by her beautiful feminine tanned body, she seemed so happy! She seemed surprised. I got the impression that she must have had, or been expecting, bad experiences from men that hired her thinking she was all woman, only to find the cock. I felt her fear and remembered stories of men insulting, hurting, stabbing, even killing she-males out of their own homophobic fear and disgust when their hooker is revealed as a she-male. It's one thing to decide against it and walk away... but to hurt someone because of what they are... when they are sexy enough and womanly enough that you have picked them up in the first place...
I just felt her fear, and was so glad that I could replace it with lust. We were really into each other, and went at it for ages while my gf waited in the car. See, the coolest gf ever. Then me and my gf had sex a few blocks away parked on the side of the street right there in Paris in our rental car, so she could taste the juices of my shemale lover.
Anyway, I wish those poor and beautiful shemales didn't have to live in fear of what men might do to them just because of what they are. I know, I know, it's their choice... but their choice to become women and their choice to keep their cocks and their choice to sell themselves shouldn't by any stretch of the imagination lead to violent acts against them. It's just not right. Some things you believe and some things you know: and I know it's not right to hurt or abuse people because they are whores for a living, or because they are men that just wanted to become women so badly, that they did. I think that's kind of sexy... and they do such a good job these days, that as far as I'm concerned... as I've said before... it IS a woman. I don't care how she was born... I don't care if she has a cock... those hot girls are head to toe all woman... inch perfect, some of them... so feminine, so curvy, so irresistible... the cock is the only unusual surprise, and it doesn't turn me off at all, though naturally I prefer pussy.
There's enough men - thousands, millions even - who hire shemales or fantasize about she males - to tell me that it's not so abnormal after all.
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