I have a tendency to binge ***** on weekends. I NEVER get in a car, just quietly at home. I'll have a few vodkas, and fall ****** for several hours.
When I ****, I am grouchy and negative.
Last night, this created many ****** problems.
I don't want to ***** anymore because my behavior is abhorrant and I feel I will lose my ****** and my health.
I feel so ashamed.
My plan is to stop ******** and go on to zyban to try to quit smoking also.
I feel like such a fool. This has been an ingrained pattern for years and I feel I reached a new low.
We had such a beautiful holiday that I always seem to ruin.
I just had to vent somewhere. Thanks for listening.
When I ****, I am grouchy and negative.
Last night, this created many ****** problems.
I don't want to ***** anymore because my behavior is abhorrant and I feel I will lose my ****** and my health.
I feel so ashamed.
My plan is to stop ******** and go on to zyban to try to quit smoking also.
I feel like such a fool. This has been an ingrained pattern for years and I feel I reached a new low.
We had such a beautiful holiday that I always seem to ruin.
I just had to vent somewhere. Thanks for listening.
