This is so annoying...any other recent grads?
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That's a good career. You can always make someone else happy. If you get a chance to make a name, you can go to a lot of different places to show off your hands. People will invite you to be their masseuse. I haven't considered it.
It could be, but you don't want to change your mood that often or you will attract some scandelous females. They may look good, but they have rotten insides. Don't get me confused, some of them are good people.
I'm just looking for a massage in return. Nothing extraordinary bullshit over here.
golden rain, I don't even like purple rain? lol jk, but prince prodegys are pieces of shit, because ain't nobody like prince. #5243960253 call him tell you like golden showers. Jk, he won't anwser people he don't know. jk, what? oh you like to be pissed on. where does that fantasy arrive from? lol thats some sick shit.
Oh, so your saying, your a normal guy but you would be a all down right nasty freak if a girl let you have sex with her. agh, oh yes, that would make sense.
what the fuck you talking about
oh my bad, I was trying to type that into an Isntant message and then BAM, it got thrown into the forum. who gives a shit, if you let a female piss on you must be a freaky mother fucker, how the hell, would you let someone piss on you. what made you think of that?
But education, at every level, does create and build character. I firmly believe that it is the most beneficial and instrumental thing someone can do for themselves. To stop learning is to stop living. To not have yourself challenged, and challenge others and their beliefs, is to throw in the towel.
I thought I had it all figured out when I was 21. I quit school. While life then dealt me a ferocious hand, all at my own doing, I shifted gears to survival mode. You can learn a lot from the streets, but the lessons are short and do not vary much.
MFL, I would urge you to get your GED. If for nothing else, you started something and did not finish, but I believe that you can. Education is not for a slip of paper, or a great job at the end, as many of these posts herein clearly point out. Education is for you. Every day, your brain needs to be fed, it craves new knowledge; whether you heed its call or not is up to you.
That is exactly how I feel. Every morning I wake up and think about how much time I've lost, I'm tired of watching television and typing on the computer. I don't have the resources, it's not a phone call away. Well, sure I would have to look into it. I rather would then to just let it go by. I always put people before myself. I always keep myself in mind. My homestead is where I choose to be. I just don't like the enviroment around me I wish I could get out more. But there are so many snobby people in the world. I can't get peace outside of my house, people don't give a shit, thats why I don't go out or hang around. Even the local parks are garbage. Some people try to do what they can. There is not even a park ranger there anymore. He shows up every once in a while. The Town I'm from is a sess pool, partialy. It's not all that bad, they try to take care of bussiness I just don't think they are going about it in the right way. People don't know how to talk to each other. They mostly bicker and laugh and stand at a distance, because everyone wants to be the top dog. And to be the top dog you have to take the top dog out. Instead of looking at myself as such a great person, I don't feel any different. I let the people get to me, because inside that is how I feel about myself. I am always trying to grow always trying to learn and I always feel insecure. Its like I think about everything, there is nothing that hasent crossed my mind while I'm thinking, but I don't know everything there is to know. I don't understand but I know there is an understanding. A mutural concept for me is general knowledge. As you might not learn much from the street there is still things to learn from burdons you overcome. Wather it be drugs or family issues, or whatever it may be. I remember talking to every single person who has ever gave me a word of advice. Sometimes, I don't want to think. That is when I feel distracted the most. People can see that, people try to make themselves look stupid but they aint fools. They try to make themselves look smart but they ain't really what they appear to be. One things that bothers me the most is people trying to get the upper hand on others. If everybody could get along I would be better off. Even if they can get along with theirselves. They look happy, but there not satisfied deep down inside. Thats why they need the expose or the attention. It's like when your finally where your supose to be and where you feel comfertable the most. There is always someone who is uncomfertable trying to bring you down to there level. Right there waiting, but I don't there or antisipate people talking around me. I just wish there was more to do. Going out to bars, seeing a movie, everything is not fun to me. I went a six months without laughing. I cryed like a little baby. What do you expect? for people to be your friends. Shit, people don't give a shit about you. Well, it seems that way. How they look at you like they are better then you. Or because they have something you dont. Or whatever, it all rolls down to being a good person. You can have all the education in the world. If you are not a good person, your just reuining someone elses life. Or atleast trying to. well, All I can say about that is, I'm believe in civil rights. If Martian King was alive today, he would of stood up against the way people are acting towards each other. Don't tell me people are all right in the head. Or have walked the rightous path. I mean not everybody is what they appear to be. In fact, all they are is a pair a shoes hanging on a wire. Which means, you can be all these things, but if your not right with yourself, it shows. People are liars, if the truth is self evident. Let it tell a life story. I'm not afraid to tell my life story. Forget the future, the past needs to be figured out before we can move on. People are full of hate, and they try to put it on others. I dont want nothing to do with that. I hate two faced people. If you could understand the angry I have in my heart. You will understand me, and my life story. I'm not some pansy waltzing around with his head in the clouds. I have bigger dreams, and people want to put an end to that. I don't feel safe, I've been through war, trials and tibulations and still the World remains the same. People change, all they have to do is turn their shoulder and look the other way to make believe as if they ain't ever did anything wrong. I don't mind people trying to talk to me but once they start talking stupid shit, they need to stay atleast ten thousand yards from me. I just really feel I am going to get hurt or that I will have to hurt someone in defence one day, and I dont want to do that. People are threads to a needle. Willing to be pressed. Waiting for the day to come. There is no tomarrow.
the female is a masterpiece, proof of a designer. them peeing is kinda hot, with the squating, the open cunt, that smell of her sex...
you must have me confused with who you really are. Is what your saying right? If its not perfect sex all the way, I won't heal from the embaressment I put on myself. Looking back like man, she really pissed on me I bet she thinks thats the funniest thing in the world. I wouldn't give her the chance. If I knew she was going to piss on me. Oh, I always thought them pissing was a moment of silence. Or something that precluded sex, Oh well, I'm a scat man, dippi dippi dippi doo doo wop, not that far out though. I need her to be comfertable with herself not an embaressment. Woman are beautiful but when they are insecure, It just leaves a hole in my heart. When they are snobby my heart turns into stone. I don't mind having intercourse with a woman, I would like to be able to talk to her first. Sometimes the wrong words come out and I say something I regret later in life. Because I hurt myself and I hurt others. Oh well, its not like I would like a woman piss on my anyway.
MFL.......
I noticed in your second to last post, well, a lot of hurt and worry about other people. I hear you, and while I do not fully agree with such a pessimistic outlook on the world and its inhabitants, there is some truth to what you speak.
But what about you?
I am of the opinion that yes, the pool is full of sharks, but also a lot of other fish as well. And here is the bottom line: There is really only one person you fully, totally, completely have to look out for and worry about. Yourself.
If you don't, who will?
I'm not saying become a heartless bastard that will step on anyone just to get ahead. Don't tread down that road. Many have gone before you, and more still will follow.....they need not another one to join them in their selfish ranks. Maybe start doing something for yourself. Worry less about what others may or may not do to you; decide what is best to have happen to MFL.......what you want out of life, and then fucking go for it.
Seriously.....I'm not going to be another asshole and say that anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I will say that if you sit around doing nothing and bemoaning the fact that the world is full of piranhas, nothing and nothing more will happen to you.
Don't give up on yourself or your life my man. Ever. Keep swingin'. If you want to view it as a battle, then do so, but don't sit around not smiling any longer brother.
Those that have given up would view that as a victory.......don't give them that.
I noticed in your second to last post, well, a lot of hurt and worry about other people. I hear you, and while I do not fully agree with such a pessimistic outlook on the world and its inhabitants, there is some truth to what you speak.
But what about you?
I am of the opinion that yes, the pool is full of sharks, but also a lot of other fish as well. And here is the bottom line: There is really only one person you fully, totally, completely have to look out for and worry about. Yourself.
If you don't, who will?
I'm not saying become a heartless bastard that will step on anyone just to get ahead. Don't tread down that road. Many have gone before you, and more still will follow.....they need not another one to join them in their selfish ranks. Maybe start doing something for yourself. Worry less about what others may or may not do to you; decide what is best to have happen to MFL.......what you want out of life, and then fucking go for it.
Seriously.....I'm not going to be another asshole and say that anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I will say that if you sit around doing nothing and bemoaning the fact that the world is full of piranhas, nothing and nothing more will happen to you.
Don't give up on yourself or your life my man. Ever. Keep swingin'. If you want to view it as a battle, then do so, but don't sit around not smiling any longer brother.
Those that have given up would view that as a victory.......don't give them that.
I expected that shit to happen. I always had a very strong feeling that spending 5 years in the university is useless bullshit - and thats why I gave it up! Cuz I knew that I would be unemployed - no matter graduated or not, so I decided that it was better to kick dicks around than to study for so many years, if the result was the same in both cases 
