Thanks everyone for being so supportive of me! Sorry I haven't stopped back in this thread (let alone any other thread) for a few days, I just got back home from Easter weekend back in PA. Back in NY again
I did have a few beers while I was gone! And some pizza. Good stuff.
It's like Aaliyah said, I completely agree with her on that. I hate it when people say to just get over it, don't let it bother you, and try to make excuses for the people who contact me with the unnecessary criticism. Yeah, I'm in the spotlight, the whole world can see me, but that most certainly does not give anyone a right to come to me telling me how to do my job. It's my job, my body, my tits, my ass, my vagina, and I will do with my naughty goods as I please. Yes, it's my job to please my customers and fans, but it's not my job to bend over backwards for them and do shit I'm not comfortable with. If they want to see interracial, go watch the girls who do it. If they want to see boy/girl, go watch the girls who do it. If they want to watch webcam, go to the girls who do it. It's one thing for a fan or customer to yip about what I do or don't do, they're usually just one-liners, make the comment and go away.
It's the other people who are in the business who piss me off the most. Trying to preach to me about how I could be making so much more money if I did such-and-such, that they would never promote me because I don't do such-and-such, calling me names, etc. As if I don't already know all that. No shit I would make more money if I had sex with men on camera or did webcam. No fucking shit. I got into this business knowing that to begin with, and do you think that stopped me? Hell no. Here I am, 2 years later, still kickin. I make hardly any money off my website, but that hasn't stopped me, the photographer, or the webmaster, has it? Nope. We're all still working just as hard as someone who makes thousands of dollars a month in this business. I guarantee you that no other model, photographer or webmaster would stick in this after going most months making less $100 off it. That shows real passion and dedication. That is a true worker. Someone who isn't only driven by money. I'm not saying the girls who are making more money aren't hard workers, because they most certainly are, I'm just saying that by doing what I do for so very little in return, that makes me a whole new species of adult model IMO. So how much do you think it pisses me off that I work my ass off, I love what I do, and I will continue to do it, and people like this guy come around on a regular basis criticizing me? Anyone would be pissed off about it if they were in my shoes. What the people criticizing me are doing is basically like if a person would to go to a non-profit donation company for ending world hunger, trying to sell them ideas on how they could make money off it. Hello! It's non-profit! Idiots.
Anyways... I'm over it now until the next guy comes along being a dick to me about my work
