Just popping in to say hello and good night to everyone! Good job in running with my musings jitna......good job! My brain is always bandying musings around.....I'm going to have to write them down when I think of a good one or two for Mondays! Sorry that I didn't come up with the idea until there was only about 1 hour left on Monday! I figured I could kick it off......and we can all run with it next Monday!
Anyway, following my heart attack, I have had good days, okay days, and bad days. For some reason today (Tuesday) was a bad day. First, I woke up and felt tired and run down all day. Second, I had to take my mother to the eye doctors & to pick up some RXs. Of course I took her out to eat too & to run a few other errands......being the good son that I am.....she had two....one of us has to turn out good! She did a lot for me growing up.....it's the least I can do for her now......especially since I have all of this free time. Seriously though, I probably have more free time now than I have had since I was a kid! But anyway, as the day progressed, my back started hurting really bad, I started getting tension/pressure in my chest & head. It was more like I was just sick.....but I'm more aware of every little thing anymore. I know angina is common in people who have had heart attacks.....so who knows. When I took my mother to the eye doctor, I was across from a hospital & I almost stopped in......but the nausea never got too bad & everything kinda cleared up.....aside from being tired and run down anyway!
I probably would have stopped in at the hospital if not for the fact that I FINALLY have my follow up appointment with my cardiologist (the one who treated me for the 1st time when I was in the hospital in October) next Wednesday (1/26). When I was in the hospital.....one of the nurses said that the doctor would probably give me an RX for Nitroglycerin Tablets likely for events such as this. However, I never was issued an RX for it when I was released. So, who knows, maybe he will put me on it come next Wednesday. With that, I would only have to take it as needed I would suppose! My blood pressure was pretty good today though.....so who knows!?!?!?
I think, counting today (Tuesday), between taking my mother to doctors appointments, coupled with my own, (including going in for tests), I have 8 appointments in the next 3 weeks (which works out to be about 8/15 days)!
In all seriousness.....and a little tongue in cheek......the best "anti-Viagra" I have ever come across is a heart attack.......if you want your sex drive to go down the crapper.....might I suggest a heart attack.....it works wonders! ha ha ha! Depression is another thing that is common......I have felt it on occasion following the heart attack.....but I have a natural innate sense of humor....that helps not staying that way for very long. However, it does make one a bit more reflective (understandably)....which I find myself being more than ever. I appreciate things more than I used to also! Like I have said before......one minute you are 38, and you have the rest of your life ahead of you......the next minute.....you are 38 & every day is precious.....because despite what "they" told you (me)....you don't really know how much time you really have left! ha ha ha!
How the Hell does Carlos Estevez......AKA Charlie Sheen do it? His dad (Ramon/Martin) used to live life hard & he had a heart attack at about the same age as I did! Hell, I don't do HALF the shit Charlie does & yet here I am......it's just not fair....ha ha ha!!! I'm not wishing a heart attack on Charlie......I'm just calling for a "do over"! What, it doesn't work that way? Well, it was worth a try! Ha ha ha!
Guess I can take some solace that mine was a "mild" one & my blockage was "minor" & I should make a complete recovery.....with only minimal heart damage (about 1/2 of 1%....or so I was told)!
But seriously.......don't have a heart attack......take my word for it....it's not all that fun really!
Sorry for the serious nature of this post......as usually my posts aren't "downers"! I'm pretty sure I am as good as I was before.....& I've had days when I was tired and run down out of the blue in the past (since October & the heart attack).....so I'll see how I feel tomorrow & later in the week! I just wanted to share my exciting day & why I hadn't been around all day to post anything......I figured I was missed....hopefully anyway.....since I appear to be the straight man in the operation.......and yes I mean that in the comedy sense......in the other sense......I would hope that I am not the ONLY straight man......ha ha ha! Sometimes I swear, if I wasn't already certifiably crazy......heart disease would drive me INSANE.....ha ha ha!
Speaking about doctors.......I hope your rash and itching subsides Nikki.....and your Doctor is able to both, get to the bottom of it & treat it successfully! "Back in the day" growing up in the country, I got poison pretty bad on a few occasions.......and I know 1st hand how miserable it, and things like it can be!
ps......Nikki....in seeing the gauze pic.....and how much skin was exposed.....I could have sworn I had a palpitation or two!
With that in mind........another project idea......a gauze fetish website!!! Now stay with me! Seemingly at least someone has every fetish imaginable......so why not gauze? Nikkisgauze.com......it's an instant money maker!!! We have pictures and videos of Nikki using gauze on her hand, arm, foot (for the foot/gauze fetish market), leg, and head! We'll have a live cam show every week where Nikki bandages herself up with gauze live and on camera! Now here is the real money maker.......we have a feature on the site where members can actually buy the gauze used on the site!!!! Can anyone say INSTANT MONEY MAKER!?!?!? I knew you could!!! We've got to conquer the gauze fetish market before someone beats us to it! ha ha ha!
Good news.....Good news.....I just checked nikkisgauze.com, and SHOCKINGLY it is STILL AVAILABLE!!!
Much love to Nikki & everyone else! Peace.......and I am outta here....for the night! Nighty night kiddies!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
seeing your naked photos always puts a smile on my face 
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