Hi Neesa, newbie post for me but I just couldn't resist you.
I found these while searching for more neesa stuff.
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/neesa1.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/naughtyneesa.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pantyslut.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pslutexp.html
I may be wrong, but I haven't seen them mentioned on here before. Did you like these shoots?
Some questions if its ok.
Have you ever thought of doing the dominatrix thing?, I'm not really into that myself, unless you were doing it. I think you'd be really good at it.
And have you ever considered writing a book exposing the adult industry for what it is? I'd much rather see girls like you with intelligence, than the sort of stuff the industry provides. It was your personality and general sexyness that makes you so popular. I don't feel the industry values that much, which is a shame.
thanks...
I found these while searching for more neesa stuff.
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/neesa1.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/naughtyneesa.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pantyslut.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pslutexp.html
I may be wrong, but I haven't seen them mentioned on here before. Did you like these shoots?
Some questions if its ok.
Have you ever thought of doing the dominatrix thing?, I'm not really into that myself, unless you were doing it. I think you'd be really good at it.
And have you ever considered writing a book exposing the adult industry for what it is? I'd much rather see girls like you with intelligence, than the sort of stuff the industry provides. It was your personality and general sexyness that makes you so popular. I don't feel the industry values that much, which is a shame.
thanks...
Hi Tr1kster..WHat if I told u that for the first time since Nov. 06,I may have something in the works? "Khayl" That was a fun shoot! How do u guys find this shit?Maybe someties its the producers themselves? I dont know.But that was a fun shoot.Aquaintences of mine.I think that was in 05?
Dominatrix..I was a live slave(On stage) at fetish parties for 2 yrs. since 94.I was 18! I have been a dominatrix verbally via phone sex for wk and play/once in person where I just verbally directed a guy in person.."Look how pathetic u r.Looking like a sissy boy in my panties.What would your mother think?"
Other than that..WHipping,spanking,etc..Not my style to inflict.I only like to inflict pain when a relationship ends.
When I decided I would do b/g for the first time..I looked thru a baby name book and found it.It's my stripper name as well.I had 2 find something that most likely none of the girls at any club would have.It means "Little elf" in Greek I think?
Dominatrix..I was a live slave(On stage) at fetish parties for 2 yrs. since 94.I was 18! I have been a dominatrix verbally via phone sex for wk and play/once in person where I just verbally directed a guy in person.."Look how pathetic u r.Looking like a sissy boy in my panties.What would your mother think?"
Other than that..WHipping,spanking,etc..Not my style to inflict.I only like to inflict pain when a relationship ends.
When I decided I would do b/g for the first time..I looked thru a baby name book and found it.It's my stripper name as well.I had 2 find something that most likely none of the girls at any club would have.It means "Little elf" in Greek I think?
Nope, I'm not the producer or anything. I'm a post grad student in England, so I can't even afford to buy, let alone produce the clips I linked to! If I had I would have seen you're kinda doing dominatrix stuff in the pictures. Duh! sorry. Dumb question.
You do look like you're having fun in those shoots.
I've seen a short clip of this one where you look absolutely stunning (love picture 6). But it had something to do with winning you in a card game! didn't like the guy in it to be honest. You're great, but plot and co-star not so great!
http://www.multipassporn.com/girlsofredslip.php?girl=309
Its really great that you say you did those videos for us. Do you like the fact you're still so popular, even so long after you left the industry? And surely your popularity must cause producers to be trying to entice you back?
If you are doing more photos/vids or whatever. Do it your way. You know a hell of a lot more about what's sexy than these men producing or directing do. Either way, you're gorgeous. thanks.
Thanks "K".Actually,noone's enticing me.I can't blieve u found the last link.Thats the one I have been tring to get ahold of/been talking about.I HATED that shoot.I don't even know what company put that out.
The guy that owned the house looked like one of those Ed Hardy wearing/meathead jocks.He's a muscle boy porn actor.he got in my business when I was busy having it out w the actor.See,the actor in that clip was very harsh/rough w me.I told him 2 chill out.he didn't like it.I explained that american girls r not like armanians.he of course is Armanian.I would never touch 1! I put that on my resume..No midlle easter,etc..They r the same type of ppl.I don't care where they r on the map.All the same to me.I showered twice after.Was discussted.I think it was the house owner or maybe him that once posted on a site that I was kicked off set/was a pai in the ass.Not kicked off set.Was EXPECTED 2 finish shoot.I didnt care about the $ at that point.What?A whopping $600 prob. after blood work and agent fee.Fox modeling did that 1.The only vid I ever did using an agency.Never signed on w 1 again.I was in Va nNuys I think,or Venice ,CAshooting that.It was me and no women in a residential area.No gas stations,etc to run to.Had 2 wait a long time for Fox's discusting,dirty,driver who had no air cond. and a fucked up car.I had to ask him to let me out at a motel and I spent that $ on staying there.terrible experience.
SO yes meathead house owner..I was a pain in the as bcause u weren't there during the shoot.I hope he reads this.And I hope the Devil throws him bad karma.Prostate/colon cancer ur way pal,u and that smelly armanian.P.S. In Cali..Ever since 9/11.ppl from Iran/Iraq claim Armania instead bcause they dont wanna get there ass kicked.So fuck them I won.I made sure I looked miserabe in that vid.hahahha
The guy that owned the house looked like one of those Ed Hardy wearing/meathead jocks.He's a muscle boy porn actor.he got in my business when I was busy having it out w the actor.See,the actor in that clip was very harsh/rough w me.I told him 2 chill out.he didn't like it.I explained that american girls r not like armanians.he of course is Armanian.I would never touch 1! I put that on my resume..No midlle easter,etc..They r the same type of ppl.I don't care where they r on the map.All the same to me.I showered twice after.Was discussted.I think it was the house owner or maybe him that once posted on a site that I was kicked off set/was a pai in the ass.Not kicked off set.Was EXPECTED 2 finish shoot.I didnt care about the $ at that point.What?A whopping $600 prob. after blood work and agent fee.Fox modeling did that 1.The only vid I ever did using an agency.Never signed on w 1 again.I was in Va nNuys I think,or Venice ,CAshooting that.It was me and no women in a residential area.No gas stations,etc to run to.Had 2 wait a long time for Fox's discusting,dirty,driver who had no air cond. and a fucked up car.I had to ask him to let me out at a motel and I spent that $ on staying there.terrible experience.
SO yes meathead house owner..I was a pain in the as bcause u weren't there during the shoot.I hope he reads this.And I hope the Devil throws him bad karma.Prostate/colon cancer ur way pal,u and that smelly armanian.P.S. In Cali..Ever since 9/11.ppl from Iran/Iraq claim Armania instead bcause they dont wanna get there ass kicked.So fuck them I won.I made sure I looked miserabe in that vid.hahahha
oh I had no idea you were looking for that last one. Heres a better link, with the trailer. (bottom of page)
http://www.wifewoopie.com/ww2.html
Can't say I like it though, the whole "winning you in a card game thing". That and the scummy guys just ruin it.
Its only a turn on if I know your enjoying it. And from what you've said it sounds fucking horrendous.
Another Neesa one, (halfway down)
http://www.thexxxstar.com/tour2/page_2.html
http://www.wifewoopie.com/ww2.html
Can't say I like it though, the whole "winning you in a card game thing". That and the scummy guys just ruin it.
Its only a turn on if I know your enjoying it. And from what you've said it sounds fucking horrendous.
Another Neesa one, (halfway down)
http://www.thexxxstar.com/tour2/page_2.html
The Site link was taken down by Freeones.DOnt kno why?? Ill post it on my neesa.net site tomorrow.Gotta go
Thanks to all of u on this page! so sweet.SO I have a very important topic..I am getting ready 2 do movies/magazines again.It's in the works.I have a few meetings set up over the next few weeks.I never thought I'd go back.But I am for a few reasons.
But,this time I am doing things MY way..I haven't pitched this to the companies yet,but they will soon hear my requests..
No "Pick ups"( In amateur porn when I have to act like I'm a random girl walking down the street).It's old,and it's stupid as far as I am concerned.
No more categorizing me as a MILF.I hate children,I don't look like a MILF.Thats getting old too.The whole MILF thing.It's insulting and I look way younger than I am.
More pay.I haven't worked in 2 1/2 yrs.Pay was $800 B/G no condom + I had 2 pay 4 my own blood work..$120-150
I'm either bringing my own men in(Rocker boys),or I will b very selective/ask them to find what I like.That way I will REALLY enjoy the sex.
No more reverse cowgirl.It's uncomfortable 4 me,the actor,and it's all for a good shot.Fuck that.
"U only have to work for 1 hour".All the companies/directors say that..not true..Travel time,makeup/hair,waiting 4 the set up(Lighting,etc),waiting for guy 2 get hard.It's a few hrs.ANd I can't book anything else in my day bcause I never kno how long it will take.
Still,no kissing/eating my pussy,and other passionate shit,unless I pick the guy.
No ppl behind the camera talking/long intros.U guys dont wanna hear them talk,do u?
I want music! It will make me move better,and I hate a quiet film.I hate having to moan all fucking day.
I may bring a friend on set 2 make sure I don't get treated like crap.
I think that's it for now.
Now,I want to ask u guys..What do U want to see from me? ANd what DONT u like about these films I or others are in? I also plan on doing custom films for u guys.
But,this time I am doing things MY way..I haven't pitched this to the companies yet,but they will soon hear my requests..
No "Pick ups"( In amateur porn when I have to act like I'm a random girl walking down the street).It's old,and it's stupid as far as I am concerned.
No more categorizing me as a MILF.I hate children,I don't look like a MILF.Thats getting old too.The whole MILF thing.It's insulting and I look way younger than I am.
More pay.I haven't worked in 2 1/2 yrs.Pay was $800 B/G no condom + I had 2 pay 4 my own blood work..$120-150
I'm either bringing my own men in(Rocker boys),or I will b very selective/ask them to find what I like.That way I will REALLY enjoy the sex.
No more reverse cowgirl.It's uncomfortable 4 me,the actor,and it's all for a good shot.Fuck that.
"U only have to work for 1 hour".All the companies/directors say that..not true..Travel time,makeup/hair,waiting 4 the set up(Lighting,etc),waiting for guy 2 get hard.It's a few hrs.ANd I can't book anything else in my day bcause I never kno how long it will take.
Still,no kissing/eating my pussy,and other passionate shit,unless I pick the guy.
No ppl behind the camera talking/long intros.U guys dont wanna hear them talk,do u?
I want music! It will make me move better,and I hate a quiet film.I hate having to moan all fucking day.
I may bring a friend on set 2 make sure I don't get treated like crap.
I think that's it for now.
Now,I want to ask u guys..What do U want to see from me? ANd what DONT u like about these films I or others are in? I also plan on doing custom films for u guys.
Good luck to you Neesa. I hope you are able to continue in the biz on your own terms.
One caveat to be aware of is that, from everything I have read, the porn biz is very slow now. It's been that way for over a year. I've read lots of accounts of many girls not getting enough work. Apparently because of a glut of product out there. Heck, even NaughtyAmerica has lately just been re-releasing older footage in a re-mastered format instead of giving the usual ten new updates each week.
It's possible that you may have to do a lot of negotiating to get whatever rate you are looking for.
One caveat to be aware of is that, from everything I have read, the porn biz is very slow now. It's been that way for over a year. I've read lots of accounts of many girls not getting enough work. Apparently because of a glut of product out there. Heck, even NaughtyAmerica has lately just been re-releasing older footage in a re-mastered format instead of giving the usual ten new updates each week.
It's possible that you may have to do a lot of negotiating to get whatever rate you are looking for.
Hi Neesa,
Thats great to hear you're going to do more, as long as you're happy with it yourself. Don't do it unless you want to.!!
From the conditions you're spelling out, about what you're prepared to do, and the guy you do it with etc. It sounds like you should really be in control of the production yourself, at least eventually anyway. You could do videos etc from home, and release them on your own website.
Kinda like Reality Wife,
http://www.realitywife.com/
or Desirae Spencer,
http://www.naughtyathome.org.uk/blog/movies-of-desirea/
I think she just does it with her husband everytime, but never shows his face. Instead just roleplaying, "I met this guy in the video store" etc.... And us guys really have no interest in seeing the guy anyway. You could almost just have a camera, tripod, and leave it just trained on you, like Desirae Spencer does.
You could call it "Neesa's Adventures" or something like that.
I'd be happy seeing you do some solo stuff, just playing up to and talking to camera etc. It was always your sexy voice, and dirty talk that did it for me.
But whatever you choose to do, I'm sure it'll be great. Just be sure to use your experience to never allow yourself to be treated as badly as you were in the past.
Good luck!!
Thats great to hear you're going to do more, as long as you're happy with it yourself. Don't do it unless you want to.!!
From the conditions you're spelling out, about what you're prepared to do, and the guy you do it with etc. It sounds like you should really be in control of the production yourself, at least eventually anyway. You could do videos etc from home, and release them on your own website.
Kinda like Reality Wife,
http://www.realitywife.com/
or Desirae Spencer,
http://www.naughtyathome.org.uk/blog/movies-of-desirea/
I think she just does it with her husband everytime, but never shows his face. Instead just roleplaying, "I met this guy in the video store" etc.... And us guys really have no interest in seeing the guy anyway. You could almost just have a camera, tripod, and leave it just trained on you, like Desirae Spencer does.
You could call it "Neesa's Adventures" or something like that.
I'd be happy seeing you do some solo stuff, just playing up to and talking to camera etc. It was always your sexy voice, and dirty talk that did it for me.
But whatever you choose to do, I'm sure it'll be great. Just be sure to use your experience to never allow yourself to be treated as badly as you were in the past.
Good luck!!
Are you going to dye your hair to red again for video, or keep it blonde?
the porn biz is very slow now. It's been that way for over a year. I've read lots of accounts of many girls not getting enough work. Apparently because of a glut of product out there. Heck, even NaughtyAmerica has lately just been re-releasing older footage in a re-mastered format instead of giving the usual ten new updates each week.
U r absolutely right.Its oversaturated,too many girls,2 many porn companies(Esp. homemade guy with 1 shitty video cam,$800 4 the girl 2 fuck w/o a condom,bad quality film,model release,and pic of her photo ID.See how easy that is?)
WHen I shot my 1st one in 1999,I got alot of shit @ wk(The strip club)."What if u have children"? "Your shit will b out there forever"."They can put an ad out on a billboard and say that u r an escort.They can use it 4 a phone sex ad,etc.." I didn't care.It didn't hurt my feelings.U kno I don't care what ppl say.
a few yrs. later..It was cool 2 b in porn.I caught the last bit of the taboo of porn.The money sucked back then as well.The world is more liberal now.Its not just Hustler,PH,and PlayB.
Naught America is the company I walked out on 4 referring 2 me as,"Women".So.. glad to hear they r suffering.I don't depend on porn $ like they do.I'm still making $ as a stripper.Guys r so depressed they wanna come in,get attn. from a lady,and drink alot more.These companies should have colaberated.There is also alot of free porn on the net,and alot more hackers.
Maybe if I promise several vids,I can get more $? What would happen if the guys who want to c me in porn again,all donated $20 to the company? SOunds greedy,but come on..U want product,I want more than $800.At least it was that much in 06.+ I had 2 pay for my blood work..$120-150.
Khayl..U r right.."DO it only if u want to".The truth is.I'm thinking of doing it bcause I am depressed/bipolar/impulsive.Happier as Neesa than as my real name.I get more attention,love,respect(At the strip clubs and most porn sets),I'm happier playing a character.And I mostly quit bcause I met a guy a few yrs. ago.decided 2 quit when It started taking off.Wanted him 2 take me seriously.We were swingers.he didn't care if I did porn,but I did.
SO do I want to do it? For self destruction.I'm mental.It's just another way for me to fuck my life up.But be adored at the same time.I don't date.haven't in years.I don't let guys in my life.
I was offered my own site like u listed above.Not the site I have tho.SO we will c what happens.
If I work 4 a new company,I wil DEF. bring someone with.A big scary guy.
I will prob. never go back 2 that red.I am 33 now,no longer living the life as a goth,& I make alot more $ as a blonde.Plus I am no longer attracting young,jobless,cocky,goth boys,who flirt with everyone.
However,I have noticed a BIG difference in how ppl treat me as a blonde.PPl talk 2 me/treat me like I am dumb.Instead of showing them I am a smart cookie..I play dumb and make then think I really am air headed.It's quite entertaining.I used to have guys hit on me quite a bit,b 4 the tits,tan,+blonde air.
My friends tell me I don't look approachable.Even tho I am very friendly,and I smile alot.Do guys think they don't hav a chance? If u r hot(To me),sweet,smart,in shape,have a rocker look for the most part,r in ur 40's +50's,and a good job..U may hav a chance.R guys intimidated by me? That's what my friends say.of course u guys will say different bcause u c me naked,I did porn.But guys I meet.
.They don't give me a chance to show them who is inside Neesa.All they think about is ow they don't want the stripper/former porn actress/bipolar/a little disturbed.SO when ppl on other websites mention how fucked I am.I am.I own it.
But there r different laws 4 ppl like me.ANd,I love that they just mention my name.That I have thousands of ppl that kno who I am,that I exist in this world..Bcause they post my name..negative or not. It's easy 2 type u guys.Harder to talk 2 my own friends.Thx
U r absolutely right.Its oversaturated,too many girls,2 many porn companies(Esp. homemade guy with 1 shitty video cam,$800 4 the girl 2 fuck w/o a condom,bad quality film,model release,and pic of her photo ID.See how easy that is?)
WHen I shot my 1st one in 1999,I got alot of shit @ wk(The strip club)."What if u have children"? "Your shit will b out there forever"."They can put an ad out on a billboard and say that u r an escort.They can use it 4 a phone sex ad,etc.." I didn't care.It didn't hurt my feelings.U kno I don't care what ppl say.
a few yrs. later..It was cool 2 b in porn.I caught the last bit of the taboo of porn.The money sucked back then as well.The world is more liberal now.Its not just Hustler,PH,and PlayB.
Naught America is the company I walked out on 4 referring 2 me as,"Women".So.. glad to hear they r suffering.I don't depend on porn $ like they do.I'm still making $ as a stripper.Guys r so depressed they wanna come in,get attn. from a lady,and drink alot more.These companies should have colaberated.There is also alot of free porn on the net,and alot more hackers.
Maybe if I promise several vids,I can get more $? What would happen if the guys who want to c me in porn again,all donated $20 to the company? SOunds greedy,but come on..U want product,I want more than $800.At least it was that much in 06.+ I had 2 pay for my blood work..$120-150.
Khayl..U r right.."DO it only if u want to".The truth is.I'm thinking of doing it bcause I am depressed/bipolar/impulsive.Happier as Neesa than as my real name.I get more attention,love,respect(At the strip clubs and most porn sets),I'm happier playing a character.And I mostly quit bcause I met a guy a few yrs. ago.decided 2 quit when It started taking off.Wanted him 2 take me seriously.We were swingers.he didn't care if I did porn,but I did.
SO do I want to do it? For self destruction.I'm mental.It's just another way for me to fuck my life up.But be adored at the same time.I don't date.haven't in years.I don't let guys in my life.
I was offered my own site like u listed above.Not the site I have tho.SO we will c what happens.
If I work 4 a new company,I wil DEF. bring someone with.A big scary guy.
I will prob. never go back 2 that red.I am 33 now,no longer living the life as a goth,& I make alot more $ as a blonde.Plus I am no longer attracting young,jobless,cocky,goth boys,who flirt with everyone.
However,I have noticed a BIG difference in how ppl treat me as a blonde.PPl talk 2 me/treat me like I am dumb.Instead of showing them I am a smart cookie..I play dumb and make then think I really am air headed.It's quite entertaining.I used to have guys hit on me quite a bit,b 4 the tits,tan,+blonde air.
My friends tell me I don't look approachable.Even tho I am very friendly,and I smile alot.Do guys think they don't hav a chance? If u r hot(To me),sweet,smart,in shape,have a rocker look for the most part,r in ur 40's +50's,and a good job..U may hav a chance.R guys intimidated by me? That's what my friends say.of course u guys will say different bcause u c me naked,I did porn.But guys I meet.
.They don't give me a chance to show them who is inside Neesa.All they think about is ow they don't want the stripper/former porn actress/bipolar/a little disturbed.SO when ppl on other websites mention how fucked I am.I am.I own it.
But there r different laws 4 ppl like me.ANd,I love that they just mention my name.That I have thousands of ppl that kno who I am,that I exist in this world..Bcause they post my name..negative or not. It's easy 2 type u guys.Harder to talk 2 my own friends.Thx
To be honest neesa, being depressed/bipolar/impulsive and self destructive are not good reasons to be going back into the industry. Nor is a feeling that the lack of love and affection in your life right now for the real you, can be replaced by the attention you get when you're neesa. But it's your choice of course. I just hope that if you do it, you find a way of ensuring it's not as emotionally damaging as it seems it is. Be very careful!!
Its interesting that you say how you quit before when you met someone you liked, in order to be 'taken seriously'. You obviously didn't want to risk your main priority, which was the emotional support found in your new partner. That is after all, why we form relationships, for emotional support, not sex.
Also while I'm at it, rocker look guys in their 40s or 50's, are never sweet, smart, in shape, have good jobs. That's why they're rocker types!! And they're crap at emotional support too. Just a thought!
Someone with the emotional strength to support you, will not be so lacking in self confidence, that they need to become a "type" or 'image' that they can hide behind. Rocker type or whatever. They will be secure enough, just to ..... be.
There are plenty of guys in the world, millions of blokes and fellas, many boys, even some dudes. But there is a real shortage of Men.
Love yourself a little more, stop describing yourself as depressive/bipolar/impulsive, cos that implies that you think deep down that you are ill, or wrong. You're inteligent, caring, funny, political (which demonstrates a wider appreciation of the world, civic responsibility and social justice, a real rarity these days), you're university material, and best of all......... you like dogs.... Fab!
All of those things, by the way having nothing to do with your looks, so you are hereby proven to be immensely desireable and attactive, even without your good lucks.
And the concern about having done porn? Look at where the industry is going....
http://www.beautifulagony.com/public/main.php
Sensuality is the future. So your stuff will be seen in that light more and more.
Good luck in whatever you do, and stay safe!
Its interesting that you say how you quit before when you met someone you liked, in order to be 'taken seriously'. You obviously didn't want to risk your main priority, which was the emotional support found in your new partner. That is after all, why we form relationships, for emotional support, not sex.
Also while I'm at it, rocker look guys in their 40s or 50's, are never sweet, smart, in shape, have good jobs. That's why they're rocker types!! And they're crap at emotional support too. Just a thought!
Someone with the emotional strength to support you, will not be so lacking in self confidence, that they need to become a "type" or 'image' that they can hide behind. Rocker type or whatever. They will be secure enough, just to ..... be.
There are plenty of guys in the world, millions of blokes and fellas, many boys, even some dudes. But there is a real shortage of Men.
Love yourself a little more, stop describing yourself as depressive/bipolar/impulsive, cos that implies that you think deep down that you are ill, or wrong. You're inteligent, caring, funny, political (which demonstrates a wider appreciation of the world, civic responsibility and social justice, a real rarity these days), you're university material, and best of all......... you like dogs.... Fab!
All of those things, by the way having nothing to do with your looks, so you are hereby proven to be immensely desireable and attactive, even without your good lucks.
And the concern about having done porn? Look at where the industry is going....
http://www.beautifulagony.com/public/main.php
Sensuality is the future. So your stuff will be seen in that light more and more.
Good luck in whatever you do, and stay safe!
