Brand new fan right here! 
I just discovered you today Neesa and god damn your are gorgeous! I've been trying to find as many pics and vids of you all afternoon lol
I just checked out your new site too and it looks great so far, love the pics I'm definitely gonna be checking this thread and your site daily now
I just discovered you today Neesa and god damn your are gorgeous! I've been trying to find as many pics and vids of you all afternoon lolI just checked out your new site too and it looks great so far, love the pics
I'm definitely gonna be checking this thread and your site daily now Wow,so many newbies these days! Hello to all and keep them cumming! Hahaha.I am doing much better these days.I will blog about it another time.I just moved to another state.I have lived in 3 states in 9 months!
Talk about running from your problems.Noone does it like me.It takes me a long time to get into my site to blog.My webmaster has been kind enough to go thru th steps w me,but I have no patience.And I am busy with the move.I wonder how many ex friends/ex boyfriends/ex fucks,and enemies I have that read my blogs,search for my naughty photos.Well,I know u are all out there reading and all I have to say is..You're still interested in what I look like and what I am doing now arent you? You cannot get enough of me,even when I am out of your life..
Here's what has been going on...
I was strangled,assaulted,and drugged (with possibly GHB) in my drink in Feb 08.I don't care to share this w the world bcause my life is an open book.Maybe someone out there will learn something..Apparently if someone drugs you and you don't stop them from putting their dick in you,it's not called rape either.I woke up with bruises covering my neck,a dislocated breast implant,my back is fucked up at lease for now but weeks at the chiropracter has helped tremendously.Not to mention what it has done to me emotionally/mentally.
The boy who did this to me was arrested months prior for attempted murder on his ex wife.Lovely.I did the right thing and reported it.Restraining order denied.What does a fella have to do to go to jail for this shit? And when does a girl like me get a restr. granted? WhenI am dead? ANyways,I had to move far away.I am safe now.I live with a pitbull,a brand new air taser w a lazer on it,and extra strong mace with tear gas and UV ink.
I am not ashamed of what happened to me.I know it's not my fault.However,I blame myself for letting my guard down.I haven't tried dating since my last semi-seriousrelations. that I still cannot get over.That ended in July07.My last boyfriend +I called it quits in Jan 02.
I got so excited that I finally met someone, worth having dinner with.That I let my guard down.I don't think he knows my porn name.I don't think he would read this.The justice system really sucks sometimes.The good news is,I think I opened up a can of worms and basically I drew attention to his other legal issues.For that I am greatfull.I am also using my activist skills and warning other women..How u say?
Well,here's how I met the son of a bitch..Actually,the son of a heroin addict..I was looking for love online,just like millions do everyday.I can't believe how many people tell me,"Why would a girl like u NEED to look online"? I don't need to..But people don't go out like they used to,to meet others.And I didn't like the type of guys that I met when I went out in that shitty city I was living in for a few months.I liked his post,he was looking for what I was.I thought.I have been warning women on that same site.Not giving exact name and details,but letting them kno that I was put in danger.They live in th same city as him and are on the same site.So that is what I am doing.I was volunteering w a domest. violence org. over there.I never thought it would happen to me.But I am strong.I will tell u my stories.But u will never hear me say,"Poor me".
I took legal action,prepared for my emerg. move,and started my new life.If everything happens for a reason,it happened to remind me not to trust off the bat.It also got me out of a city I was so miserable in.ANd I didn't have any friend there.I am with so many friends right now.I have known them for a long time.He may not have gotten to prison for what he did to me,but he will be there soon for his other wrong doings.What provokes people to do stuff like this? Well in his case,he has a methanphetamine addiction.And he said he comes from really fucked up parents.My generation seems sooo fucked up.Most ppl I kno came from fucked up families.
Parents w addictions.Parents who were neglecting us.And guys like him want to get women back bcause their mommies pissed them off.If his mommy really did fuck him up,I'd like to ask her how she would like to be strangled,beatened and raped like her son did to me.Yeah,I am one sick bitch..I allready had a mental illness before this.I allready hated most straight men before this.Now,I am even worse.I got no sole left in me.He couldn't done this to me if I was awake.He knows that.He felt my strength.So the pussy had to knock me out.I also used my magic so I am letting the "Universe" take care of him.I didn't tell him I was a porn actress in my past.But he googled my email and found out.It's nobodys business what my past is,unless I want to tell them.I wont even tell guys I meet I am a stripper.Unless they r my boyfriend,I don't think they need to know.I am on guard all the time now.My implant looks normal on the outside now.But the soft tissue was torn underneath.So I have to wear a bra alot.I know the fact that I reprted him,when he is allready a felon,really made him angry.ANd for that,I am thrilled.If I can go back in time,I would have not called the police.I would have taken the law into my own hands.Felons don't report when bad things happen to them.Seeing that the justice system didn't do anything.U know what happens to judges who don't grant a girl who is under 100 pounds and 4'10 a restra. order?It happens to their children/grandchildren.Karma.
And to answer the "Diet" quest..I am not taking illegal drugs to keep me thin.I don't have a reput for being an addict.Infact,my directors often mentioned how cool it was that I didn't show up fucked up.I am a work out freak.I have been on all kinds of different meds and birth control pills for 12 years now.Which explains why I go from 92-98 pounds often.My antidepressants I am on now makes me talk fast and do run on sentences.How r u guys doing?
Talk about running from your problems.Noone does it like me.It takes me a long time to get into my site to blog.My webmaster has been kind enough to go thru th steps w me,but I have no patience.And I am busy with the move.I wonder how many ex friends/ex boyfriends/ex fucks,and enemies I have that read my blogs,search for my naughty photos.Well,I know u are all out there reading and all I have to say is..You're still interested in what I look like and what I am doing now arent you? You cannot get enough of me,even when I am out of your life..
Here's what has been going on...
I was strangled,assaulted,and drugged (with possibly GHB) in my drink in Feb 08.I don't care to share this w the world bcause my life is an open book.Maybe someone out there will learn something..Apparently if someone drugs you and you don't stop them from putting their dick in you,it's not called rape either.I woke up with bruises covering my neck,a dislocated breast implant,my back is fucked up at lease for now but weeks at the chiropracter has helped tremendously.Not to mention what it has done to me emotionally/mentally.
The boy who did this to me was arrested months prior for attempted murder on his ex wife.Lovely.I did the right thing and reported it.Restraining order denied.What does a fella have to do to go to jail for this shit? And when does a girl like me get a restr. granted? WhenI am dead? ANyways,I had to move far away.I am safe now.I live with a pitbull,a brand new air taser w a lazer on it,and extra strong mace with tear gas and UV ink.
I am not ashamed of what happened to me.I know it's not my fault.However,I blame myself for letting my guard down.I haven't tried dating since my last semi-seriousrelations. that I still cannot get over.That ended in July07.My last boyfriend +I called it quits in Jan 02.
I got so excited that I finally met someone, worth having dinner with.That I let my guard down.I don't think he knows my porn name.I don't think he would read this.The justice system really sucks sometimes.The good news is,I think I opened up a can of worms and basically I drew attention to his other legal issues.For that I am greatfull.I am also using my activist skills and warning other women..How u say?
Well,here's how I met the son of a bitch..Actually,the son of a heroin addict..I was looking for love online,just like millions do everyday.I can't believe how many people tell me,"Why would a girl like u NEED to look online"? I don't need to..But people don't go out like they used to,to meet others.And I didn't like the type of guys that I met when I went out in that shitty city I was living in for a few months.I liked his post,he was looking for what I was.I thought.I have been warning women on that same site.Not giving exact name and details,but letting them kno that I was put in danger.They live in th same city as him and are on the same site.So that is what I am doing.I was volunteering w a domest. violence org. over there.I never thought it would happen to me.But I am strong.I will tell u my stories.But u will never hear me say,"Poor me".
I took legal action,prepared for my emerg. move,and started my new life.If everything happens for a reason,it happened to remind me not to trust off the bat.It also got me out of a city I was so miserable in.ANd I didn't have any friend there.I am with so many friends right now.I have known them for a long time.He may not have gotten to prison for what he did to me,but he will be there soon for his other wrong doings.What provokes people to do stuff like this? Well in his case,he has a methanphetamine addiction.And he said he comes from really fucked up parents.My generation seems sooo fucked up.Most ppl I kno came from fucked up families.
Parents w addictions.Parents who were neglecting us.And guys like him want to get women back bcause their mommies pissed them off.If his mommy really did fuck him up,I'd like to ask her how she would like to be strangled,beatened and raped like her son did to me.Yeah,I am one sick bitch..I allready had a mental illness before this.I allready hated most straight men before this.Now,I am even worse.I got no sole left in me.He couldn't done this to me if I was awake.He knows that.He felt my strength.So the pussy had to knock me out.I also used my magic so I am letting the "Universe" take care of him.I didn't tell him I was a porn actress in my past.But he googled my email and found out.It's nobodys business what my past is,unless I want to tell them.I wont even tell guys I meet I am a stripper.Unless they r my boyfriend,I don't think they need to know.I am on guard all the time now.My implant looks normal on the outside now.But the soft tissue was torn underneath.So I have to wear a bra alot.I know the fact that I reprted him,when he is allready a felon,really made him angry.ANd for that,I am thrilled.If I can go back in time,I would have not called the police.I would have taken the law into my own hands.Felons don't report when bad things happen to them.Seeing that the justice system didn't do anything.U know what happens to judges who don't grant a girl who is under 100 pounds and 4'10 a restra. order?It happens to their children/grandchildren.Karma.
And to answer the "Diet" quest..I am not taking illegal drugs to keep me thin.I don't have a reput for being an addict.Infact,my directors often mentioned how cool it was that I didn't show up fucked up.I am a work out freak.I have been on all kinds of different meds and birth control pills for 12 years now.Which explains why I go from 92-98 pounds often.My antidepressants I am on now makes me talk fast and do run on sentences.How r u guys doing?
Neesa,
I've been wondering about something for awhile with adult film actresses. When you're filming a scene and the male talent isn't someone who'd normally turn you on, but everyone is professional, how do you get through it?
I've been wondering about something for awhile with adult film actresses. When you're filming a scene and the male talent isn't someone who'd normally turn you on, but everyone is professional, how do you get through it?
omg...I can't imagine how anyone could do that to a person. That is insanely fucked up. Jesus...
The good part is that you've been able to put it behind you overall and I think it's great that you want to do the counseling thing. I'm sure that'll help with a lot of people.
The good part is that you've been able to put it behind you overall and I think it's great that you want to do the counseling thing. I'm sure that'll help with a lot of people.
yea I agree with you, I've seen a lot of assholes and every guy seems more of an asshole than the last. More power to you.
sorry if I upset you, was just wondering because I thought you looked cute in the video
That is a very intense post Neesa, and as much as these typed words mean (from a random stranger), I am very sorry that you had to go through something like that. Horrible really but just wanted to say that its very sad to hear when something like this happens to anyone. Good to hear later on when they are doing great and did not let something tragic ruin them completely, because anything bad can really change someone. Anyway hope everything gets better.
Philbert
Banned
Read the thread, and practice some boy-girl manners!
Neesa has changed her look, and she is even more fine than before. She is moving on in many things, and her looks are her choice (a good one).
Check out the photos she posted, and maybe a small compliment would be nice?
http://board.freeones.com/showpost.php?p=1901240&postcount=385
Neesa has changed her look, and she is even more fine than before. She is moving on in many things, and her looks are her choice (a good one).
Check out the photos she posted, and maybe a small compliment would be nice?
http://board.freeones.com/showpost.php?p=1901240&postcount=385
Philbert, you really ought to chill out dude: yes, bobthresh said something slightly rude but that doesn't mean you need to parent every single person on this thread. Neesa is a grown woman, I'm pretty sure she can handle herself on this thread.
No fighting sweet cakes!
Yes,It took over 10 years for me to give up my gothic lifestyle/look.I realised I was attracting the wrong men,my band broke up so I was able to change my look,and I knew I would make more $ as a blonde at a strip club.I was right.But now I am not attracting any men.Which os probably better than wrong men.Hahah.
I appreciate all the comments.U guys are very passionate about you rinterest.I appreciate that,but be nice to each other please.Thx.O.K. more soon.Time for bed.I kno I need 2 update the website.
Yes,It took over 10 years for me to give up my gothic lifestyle/look.I realised I was attracting the wrong men,my band broke up so I was able to change my look,and I knew I would make more $ as a blonde at a strip club.I was right.But now I am not attracting any men.Which os probably better than wrong men.Hahah.
I appreciate all the comments.U guys are very passionate about you rinterest.I appreciate that,but be nice to each other please.Thx.O.K. more soon.Time for bed.I kno I need 2 update the website.
Philbert
Banned
Speaking of chillin' out...
It ain't polite to diss a women's hair and looks; some people need to be reminded of that.
You aren't needed to referee, I can handle myself just fine.
And I ain't worried about any person in this thread, ya'll are on your own.
It's kinda redundant stating that Neesa can handle herself on this thread, she's been doin' just fine since she first came here and had to deal with a shitstorm of rude boys.
If I feel like speaking out, I will. Leave it alone.
Neesa...how come everytime I try to access the site I get a "parked here for free" message?
type error.I am not attracting men in my (personal) life these days.AT wk I am doing a good job.I am being told that men are intimidated by me since my makeover.The only guys that have the confidence to ask me out are unattractive men.Go figure.Besides,after the beating I took recently,I am very bitter and I wouldn't want to be around me right now.I feel like I am going to snap one day.
