vodkazvictim
Why save the world, when you can rule it?
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Fuck it.
Fuck it.
You're silly Maley!
depression.
You know Squally, I gotta say that with reading most of your other posts I don't think you're really depressed! You have an awesome girlfriend from what it sounds like and you're like BFF's with Sabrina Deep, I'd say You Might just be a littttttle bit happy!
You know I have that trademarked, right?Then family time starts, so we play games together, such as, "Slap," "Spank," and "What the fuck is wrong with you." About 45 minutes later, no one is speaking to anyone, and we have dinner in silence while the family dog humps the still-wrapped gift boxes in the corner.
You don't understand depression Nikki.You know Squally, I gotta say that with reading most of your other posts I don't think you're really depressed! You have an awesome girlfriend from what it sounds like and you're like BFF's with Sabrina Deep, I'd say You Might just be a littttttle bit happy!
You don't understand depression Nikki.
I get depressed.
Especially around Christmas, with my birthday so close.
and the better things are for you, the worse the depression is and you get these little involountary thoughts, almost like voices in your head;
"Things are so good for me, why am I so sad?"
"Kill the moderator and dismember her"
"I know I should do stuff, but all I can do is sit here and be sad."
"The moderator kind of looks like a ghost in her avatar"
"Things are so good for me right now. They can only get worse. Things are inevitably going to get worse and I'm going to lose every good thing I have."
"You gotta wonder why she is allowed to remain a mod? Is it so FO can attempt to cash in on favourable terms if/when she becomes a pro cam model when the new X-widescreen webcams come out... But you know what, Georges remains a mod too, so :dunno: "
"This sadness, in a bizzarre kind of way, maes me happy. This is probably why I always loved "only happy when it rains" by Garbage. But that in itself makes me sad."
Well, congrats at not getting angry and banning me.I think I do understand, there are days when I'm so happy and then all of a sudden I will have a thought like, "is it really fair for me to be this happy when my mom is dead and can never be happy again?" or sometimes I'll feel extremely guilty if I can't finish all of my food because I know there are people in the world without food.
Well, congrats at not getting angry and banning me.
Which mod can I provoke?
Laudable thoughts incidentally.
Unfortunately DOA is no longer a MOD.
Yeah. Too bad. He got things done.
You can take care of my penis rash by rubbing the ointment on it...Is there something you need me to do? How can I help? Feel free to message me with any problem you have with the board and I'll do my best to get it taken care of..