Setting rumors straight.
Look Richard... it has been almost 5 years now. Please stop trash talking me and putting me down online trying to trash my reputation. Its not classy. I was 19 years old when we met and worked together. You broke me into the business. I appreciate that. But you act as though I owed you everything. When in reality, the work we did together was extremely poor quality and the ONLY thing I think you did right was connect me to Score.
The fact is people, Richard here proposed to me after meeting me and knowing me for only two months. He is still quite upset apparently that I said no and terminated our working relationship, along with any chance of anything else developing. I was not with him. I was an employee. He made me so uncomfortable working with him that I had to drag friends along with me to shoots because he would try to grope and rub me. I repeat, I was 19. I had no idea that I could have said no, and punched him in the face. So I acted sweet and like it didnt bother me. I didnt want to ruin the chance I had at modeling.
He was so unprofessional. After I worked with Score, and realized how wrongly and unfairly I was being treated, I left. I broke a "contract" that he had written up and printed off of his computer. What were my consequences? Nothing legal. He simply decided he would make my life as hellish as he could. Now that I'd done an actual successful shoot and became recognized, he was more than a little ticked off I decided to split. Added to the fact that I just stopped talking to him altogether one day. I'm not saying what I did was right by any means, in fact as he fails to tell you, I have already apologized to this man for the hurt I caused, and he accepted the apology. As part of my recovery process through NA. I now have 2 and a half years clean Richard, I know that may mean nothing to you, but its kind of funny how you said I'm a drug addict and I'm going to die if I keep going the way I'm going and it was said AFTER I became clean.
You dont know me Richard. You never did. I was your employee. I never let you inside and let my guard down. Its sad and kind of pathetic if you think that I did... Things between us were never more then work. Ever. That day you groped me and kissed me and tried to fuck me? I think it was pretty awesome of me not to blast THAT all over the internet like you seem to love doing about MY dirty little secrets. That day I showed up "drugged out of my mind", I was drunk. I also was not scheduled to work that day as you seem to conveniently forget each and every time you bring it up and trash my name. I was there with my friend who I had brought in to model for you. I wasnt asleep Richard. I didnt pass out unconscious. I laid there and PRETENDED to sleep until it was time to go. I didnt want you to try anything. I remember clearly everything from that day. Even the shit you talked while you thought I was asleep to my best friend hitting on her as well, and when I left proceeded to sweet talk me.
You need to get a life. Stop trying to sabotage mine.
And if you think you see me at Fry's again? Go up and ask if its me, instead of being a fucking pussy and writing me later on on facebook even though I've asked you repeatedly to stop talking to me. Grow a pair dude. And stop taking advantage of young girls you work with that dont know any better. That shit is creepy. Especially since you were a good decade older than me, you fucking pervert.
Always real,
Stephanie
AKA
Lola Lush
