@LolaLush You know almost a decade removed from working with you I still take real pride in the fact that all my hard work and more or less treating people as I would like to be treated myself netted me a far better life then your selfish ways got you Stephanie. For no matter what people like to say nice guys do finish first. Likewise we don't end up with a substance abuse problems before we are 25 do to really not liking the person we become.
Which hey you can say want Stephanie. Yet I honestly do think all your hard partying and over the top drug use in the past had more to do with trying to silence that little voice in your head. You know the one.. That part of you that is far more like I don't know the 6 or 7 year old you that still knew right from wrong. As such it the part of you that so wanted you to do right by the people in your life vs always trying to play some stupid two bit con game on people. I mean the biggest curse anyone could ever place on you Stephanie is that you live long enough to get just how badly you fucked yourself over in the long run by playing all these games and more or less ended up making you this shallow and pathetic excuse for a human being that had to smoke weed or do molly all in a super sad attempt to fake being happy.
So yeah.. In the big craps game that is life even when my rolls where not the best I still did better then you did at the big table. For I may of rolled Snake eyes here and there. Yet I never rolled it thinking I had loaded dice that I thought were setup to give me a 7 or 11 only to hit snake eye each and every time..
Which hey you can say want Stephanie. Yet I honestly do think all your hard partying and over the top drug use in the past had more to do with trying to silence that little voice in your head. You know the one.. That part of you that is far more like I don't know the 6 or 7 year old you that still knew right from wrong. As such it the part of you that so wanted you to do right by the people in your life vs always trying to play some stupid two bit con game on people. I mean the biggest curse anyone could ever place on you Stephanie is that you live long enough to get just how badly you fucked yourself over in the long run by playing all these games and more or less ended up making you this shallow and pathetic excuse for a human being that had to smoke weed or do molly all in a super sad attempt to fake being happy.
So yeah.. In the big craps game that is life even when my rolls where not the best I still did better then you did at the big table. For I may of rolled Snake eyes here and there. Yet I never rolled it thinking I had loaded dice that I thought were setup to give me a 7 or 11 only to hit snake eye each and every time..