I often have dreams about my mom. The dreams I hate are the ones where I'm trying to walk closer to her, but something keeps pushing her away or pushing me away. Probably my brains way of realizing I'm either never going to be close to my mom again, or I'm never going to be close to her while I'm alive and she's not. Oh and Thanksgiving is a hard holiday for me for a couple reasons. One, losing a dog that meant a lot to me several years ago the day before Thanksgiving (it was a hard day when she had to be put down) and two... getting thrown out of the house by my dad's girlfriend (her home) two years ago on Thanksgiving due to a heated fight. I missed the Cowboys/Dolphins game!
Interesting dreams. Maybe one day a dream will be different for you. I can understand about the holidays,..............I was never a big holiday person and even more so now. They say ''time heals all'' but for me personally and at my age, this will be with me a long time. Sorry to hear about the heated fight and the missed football game.