Life After Death

I often have dreams about my mom. The dreams I hate are the ones where I'm trying to walk closer to her, but something keeps pushing her away or pushing me away. Probably my brains way of realizing I'm either never going to be close to my mom again, or I'm never going to be close to her while I'm alive and she's not. Oh and Thanksgiving is a hard holiday for me for a couple reasons. One, losing a dog that meant a lot to me several years ago the day before Thanksgiving (it was a hard day when she had to be put down) and two... getting thrown out of the house by my dad's girlfriend (her home) two years ago on Thanksgiving due to a heated fight. I missed the Cowboys/Dolphins game!


Interesting dreams. Maybe one day a dream will be different for you. I can understand about the holidays,..............I was never a big holiday person and even more so now. They say ''time heals all'' but for me personally and at my age, this will be with me a long time. Sorry to hear about the heated fight and the missed football game.
 
It's not a big deal- it's just football. The fight will continue to be a problem however, because now our relationship is forever tarnished. I guess November being cold and depressing anyway means it's already a shitty time of year. The dreams haven't changed yet and I imagine by this point, they never will. I love dreaming though- not necessarily these dreams, but other dreams. I had a dream last night I was taking a shit in my old 11th grade environmental science classroom but didn't tell the teacher it was me who did it :)
 
It's not a big deal- it's just football. The fight will continue to be a problem however, because now our relationship is forever tarnished. I guess November being cold and depressing anyway means it's already a shitty time of year. The dreams haven't changed yet and I imagine by this point, they never will. I love dreaming though- not necessarily these dreams, but other dreams. I had a dream last night I was taking a shit in my old 11th grade environmental science classroom but didn't tell the teacher it was me who did it :)


Maybe there is a way this relationship can be fixed ? As for the fall and winter when it comes to weather, yes it sucks. Hate snow, the cold is tolerable, just makes me appreciate the spring and summer more. I love dreaming too. Sometimes they are all over the place but certain ones stick in my head. Interesting dream about your dump ha. Again, one day you might just have that dream you never thought you'd have.
 
Well as long as my dad's girlfriend doesn't ever bring the fight back up, we can get along alright. Still, it won't be the same. We both know what happened that night. Yeah the snow is pretty darn horrible. I hate wind even more however, since I live on top of a hill in the country and feel every bit of winter's fury. Dreaming is so awesome, especially when you can figure out the best ways to dream. The idea is to think about two random things and combine them together.
 

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Well as long as my dad's girlfriend doesn't ever bring the fight back up, we can get along alright. Still, it won't be the same. We both know what happened that night. Yeah the snow is pretty darn horrible. I hate wind even more however, since I live on top of a hill in the country and feel every bit of winter's fury. Dreaming is so awesome, especially when you can figure out the best ways to dream. The idea is to think about two random things and combine them together.

Are you talking lucid dreaming? There's been lots of shit written about that.
 
Not really, just regular dreams. They've been increasing to a mad extent lately! I even had a dream about freeones. See that shadow girl image on the top left screen beside where it says "the ultimate babe site?" Had a dream I was talking to someone on another (music) site and that same girl appeared in the background and I was like "What the heck?" lol. Strange stuff!
 
Well as long as my dad's girlfriend doesn't ever bring the fight back up, we can get along alright. Still, it won't be the same. We both know what happened that night. Yeah the snow is pretty darn horrible. I hate wind even more however, since I live on top of a hill in the country and feel every bit of winter's fury. Dreaming is so awesome, especially when you can figure out the best ways to dream. The idea is to think about two random things and combine them together.


Yea, once something happens like that it's always remembered. I'm in an area where the snow drifts bad with the wind and all. Hate winter...it sucks big time. Same here about liking to dream. Every now and then i get a weird and scary experience in them but when I just am ready to wake up, I realize it's just a dream and not real life. Sometimes my dreams are all over the place and they can go back many years ago. I do believe in fate and have experienced deja vu many times.
 
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