i need to get it out

i feel like ****, im so lonely, i just want a girlfriend, and not to get laid, because i just need someone to connect with on an emotional stage, just to connect, someone to talk to.
im a geek, i knew it all along but i refused to accept it until it was brought to my face today, i pretend not to be but i cane excape it
im sick of being alone im sick of being a loser i have no one to turn to
i just feel like things would better if i would just die, but i could never do that because im too much of a pussy
i **** sitting in my room all the time but if i went out of it id have no where to go
i **** the fact that im just over weight enough to not be average not fat but just enough to not want to ever take my shirt off
i **** being shy even though i try not to be
im sitting in a dark room listening to depresing music ****** alone, and i fear that things wont get any better than this
i need somebody, and have no one, this is the only place where i wont get made fun of for teyying my truths
:helpme: :******:
 

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