Yeah, Rukhsana!!!
Remember the first-time that you began to play with yourself out of impulse, and addictive-pleasure? Remember how scary, weird, and spiritually-pleasurable it was? Remember asking mom, or dad: what that gooey-stuff was coming out of your penis, and if it was normal? Remember the eyeball-rolling and toe-curling pleasure, of ejaculating for the first time (certainly better than sex)? Well, imagine having this woman dominate you sexually for the first time you ever had sex, and really didn't understand what it was. Think how fucking sick, scary, and remember-able that would be.
Think about her as the big sister of your friend that thinks that you are, 'so-cute,' and takes it to another level to show you 'how cute:' she thinks you are. Think about how nervous, and frightened you would be when she would force her voluptuous and angelically soft breasts, in your face while gliding your penis in and out of her, seemingly depth-less, vagina. And you didn't know that you actually stick your penis in the girl, but on top. Imagine moaning in sheer frightful pleasure as you feel the softest, wettest, and most comfortable feeling ever engulfing your penis. Think about the euphoria of submitting to her as she makes you cum in delight, and enjoys fucking with you psychologically, and fucks you again, and again, and again, and again - in her bedroom in one day, while her parents aren't home, and your friend is downstairs. Imagine that eerie, and weird feeling you would have: after your sweaty, psychologically-draining, sex-sessions, with her.