The more I think about it Mom wouldn't care. She is starting to only care if I meet a woman that can cook. Beyond that she wouldn't care if the woman used to run with the Symbionese Liberation Army.
British Prime Minister says that Miley Cyrus is a silly slut or something like that
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My golden rule is never date a scouser. A porn star or whatever I'm fine with so long as she's not a fucking scouser! Pure evil.
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I wouldn't wonder. I'd just accept that she has had better than me. Much like most women that have been with men. But if I am with a woman that will give me a second go then she is getting something from this. That's good enough for me. A former adult actress? Sure, the past is the past. An active one? I'm with Mariah on that one, couldn't handle it. At best she would be a very close friend that likes to show her boobies.
I can understand other issues of seeing girlfriend being nailed by a huge black monster cock by hours long scene every weekend causing problems, but unless you spend all day long only to answer fan mails (in which case I'd call it problematic), I'd actually support doing that. It's least bad side of the job, they are just people watching that stuff, part of advertising, keeping fans happy, which is probably even more important now with huge competition and other internet porn related problems. Happy fan is more likely stay a customer or become one than unhappy ones...
In this kind of situation I would be more worried on how long my girlfriend was going to be away rather than what she is doing during her travels, but if I had a reason to doubt her, she wouldn't have the title girlfriend most likely anyway.
Each goes with their own goals, whatever they want from life or makes them happy, then so be it (unless it's criminal of course)...
Yes, specially when it comes to jobs like porn that is be the best thing. It's not very good idea to start to build a relationship and trust over lies. People either accepts your past or they do not and not telling will most likely only bring more painful problems later on when skeletons start to fall from every closet once opened...
I take it, unless she'd have to fake orgasms, I wasn't doing too bad at least...
I have often wondered if porn stars have been desensitized to emotional feelings during sex. I can't see them looking at it the same way as those of us that never did it for a living. I also wonder if it damages them to the point that they never are able to be in love. The whole lifestyle has me baffled.
Mariahxxx
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well it isn't a lifestyle if you don't make it. It never was for me but is for most. They date each other and only socialize with each other. they go to the parties and the conventions. I never wanted any part of it.
I am very capable of love. I also have a much healthier attitude towards sex now than I ever have. You can turn it off when you're shooting, you have to. It's tedious and gets old especially when you shoot every day.
Porn doesn't damage anyone. Most of them are already damaged when they get to porn. Porn actually saves a lot of people. it gives them chances at success they most likely never would have had. And if you have some financial stability you can work on getting your shit together to make your life better.
I am very capable of love. I also have a much healthier attitude towards sex now than I ever have. You can turn it off when you're shooting, you have to. It's tedious and gets old especially when you shoot every day.
Porn doesn't damage anyone. Most of them are already damaged when they get to porn. Porn actually saves a lot of people. it gives them chances at success they most likely never would have had. And if you have some financial stability you can work on getting your shit together to make your life better.
You excluded Mariah. You have proved time and time again that you have no problem expressing your emotions.
Mariah, I got some random question suddenly popping in my mind for you. Since you are (ex) porn girl and you do these turn-love-off things, but I've understood that you weren't liking escorting things. I suppose you do have some kind of pride to how or when you spread your legs. How many hours, days, weeks or months you believe that one should or you would date before having sex or when to have sex? Do or did you feel pressured to have sex with your dates when you were getting black cocks every other day, feeling guilty of poor clueless dude not having even seen your breasts? Do guys feel pressured or start to pressure you when they find out what you have done, like making them to expect more bed sports, friends-with-benefits and easy lay kind of things, beside escaping?
...with to be in love. Do you mean sex? I think that many of them have feelings like any other (hopefully), watching those same love movies from TV like any other people and wishing to live a happy normal life, but nature of where they have ended up with their job makes them rejected. Honestly I do believe that porn girls are very lonely and can most often only depend on other people of their kind, like socialize with each other like how Mariah said. Depending of how fucked up they are in their heads, I still believe that their children, friends and job are very important to them being those only things they can approach, being very close to them, not rejecting and judging them. Then again if and when they reject the outside world themselves that's another story...
...with to be in love. Do you mean sex? I think that many of them have feelings like any other (hopefully), watching those same love movies from TV like any other people and wishing to live a happy normal life, but nature of where they have ended up with their job makes them rejected. Honestly I do believe that porn girls are very lonely and can most often only depend on other people of their kind, like socialize with each other like how Mariah said. Depending of how fucked up they are in their heads, I still believe that their children, friends and job are very important to them being those only things they can approach, being very close to them, not rejecting and judging them. Then again if and when they reject the outside world themselves that's another story...
Mariahxxx
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for one, never had black cock every other day. When I first started in the business I did a lot of inter-racial scenes. but when I returned later I didn't. I was particular about what I shot and with whom I shot. It had nothing to do with the color of skin, I just wasn't going to do those stupid racist black themed movies or work with some thug idiot throwing gang signs while he's fucking.
If I feel chemistry I'll have sex on the first date. why should there be some guideline to when you have sex?
what people expect isn't up to me. I don't care. I try my best not to expect much from anyone. People rarely live up to expectations so why bother? If you expect too much it's tough to accept what you get.
If I feel chemistry I'll have sex on the first date. why should there be some guideline to when you have sex?
what people expect isn't up to me. I don't care. I try my best not to expect much from anyone. People rarely live up to expectations so why bother? If you expect too much it's tough to accept what you get.
People react in different ways to different things.
But it may be that some woman becomes crude and insensitive if she has a thousand partners.
LOL @ Mariah putting out on the first date. At least we have one thing in common.
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I suspect that in porn she was the star when she was younger and prettier, therefore her diva-like nature would be indulged. I suspect that now she's older, that has ceased, resulting in the abrasive personality we witness online.
As for escorting; that is provision of a service; not diva-like enough to appeal to her.
Or at least that's what I think.
Mariahxxx
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Um, he with the stupid name. I've been retired since 2011. I was one of the top paid performers in the industry. At the time that I shot my anal scene it was the highest anyone had been paid for a straight anal scene, not DP or gang bang. You can confirm that with Jules Jordan who paid me $5000 for the scene. My minimum rate for a straight b/g scene was $1500 if it was a high profile company like Wicked and $2000 for brazzers and Bang Bros.
so you can try and cut me down but ask the girls on this forum their b/g rate and how much they get for an anal scene. I did 2 full anal scenes in 14 years. I gave it a shot with Randy West back in 1998 but I couldnt do it. I did it again in 2010 for Jules and again in my last scene for Seymour Butts who paid me $3500 which is the most he ever paid anyone for a scene.
So now what you fucking idiot?
so you can try and cut me down but ask the girls on this forum their b/g rate and how much they get for an anal scene. I did 2 full anal scenes in 14 years. I gave it a shot with Randy West back in 1998 but I couldnt do it. I did it again in 2010 for Jules and again in my last scene for Seymour Butts who paid me $3500 which is the most he ever paid anyone for a scene.
So now what you fucking idiot?
The color of cock was not really my point at all, but just a poor reference of having sex scenes with big dick men actively during dating. I was rather asking how you as a porn girl who get nailed as a job do personally see having sex with non-porn person when dating and bit similar related "issues" and "pressures" that these things may give if they give any at all...
I do believe that there is no any real "guideline" to when one should have sex. I was just little bit curious of when it comes to porn girls and how they see these kind of things or issues related to them. Are you not afraid that men you have been dating think something like if you give them too easily that you are cheap slut even more likely because of your job, making them to think that you are probably sucking every cock out there during your travels as easily as his. Would you not think that your own behaviour may affect a lot how they think of you? but apparently what I got from your post were just more negative vibes and that you do not really care much and someone probably didn't live up to your expectations very well...
Well, I believe that this is very close issue to porn girls when it comes to subject of how their career affects their personal lifes. Question might be too personal, in which case I'm all fine with you dodging, but I'm stupid and I don't see rudity unless there... Anyway, if you think that I was purposely being rude with that question, it's only your own imagination and I have to say that you are wrong. Out of all the questions I've asked in this forum, that was probably the most honest question of them all. There were no tricks and there were never any real or correct answers, but only your honest opinion of those kind of issues as from porn girl's side. I'm what I'm, I'm not perfect, I do not live to please, some people don't like me, some people do like me, but that's life. I think that you already answered indirectly and this question lost its meaning...
Are you a satanist?
