Nothing to be ashamed of. A lot of people do it. A guy's ass, as gross as it is to think about for some of us, is where all our secret pleasure points are, so ass play is the male equivalent of female g spot play. Guys who are too hung up to let open minded women blow their minds are missing out. The way I see it, let all the people who think it's gay or embarrassing or a joke laugh about it, meanwhile the guys who are secure with themselves enough to experience true amazing pleasure can go at it with all the beautiful women who think that being open-minded and knowing your own body are very attractive qualities in a man. In 50 years it won't be a taboo, and people will look back at us and feel sorry for us that we didn't believe in squirting (some of us) for women, and we were too hung up to experience the joys of the male g-spot up inside the ass, for men.
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