I absolutely loved your replies! Even the ones that were negative towards me.I am a big fan of expression.I like that you have no problem saying what's on your mind.Thank you for your honesty.I have no way to prove that I am really,"Neesa".I guess you can contact Bang Bros and ask them to contact me and ask me? How can I prove to you that I really am her? I'd be glad to
I think it's difficult to express emotion via email.Maybe what I wrote didn't come across as I expected it to? I am actually a very friendly,silly,caring,and funny person.Go ahead and tell me I am conceeded,I like me.
I complained alot about the business in my posting because..Well,that was what the posting was about..Me getting out of the business and why.SOme people have asked why,and I gave u the answer.I actually have alot of love for women.I am bisexual and I love beautiful and sweet women.I never shit talked any particular girl in the business.All the women have been extremely polite to me in the porn business.I always got along with them.
I simply was trying to get across that,I feel like I am on the same level as alot of the women that work for the companies I wish to work for.Do I want to be where they are?Of course.I would love to shoot porn with all the comp. I mentioned.I do go in with a good attitude.I think I am fun to work with(Call me conceeded for feeling that way,I don't mind).I don't market myself very well because I just did random gigs.I never put my heart into it like most others.I didn't want to work hard to get a gig.I just want to email my pics and bio,go to meet the companies in person,and shoot.If I really cared about being a big star when I did shoot,I would have put a Neesa website together.
AT the time I was doing porn,I was busy doing music,dental assisting,going to college,stripping at clubs(Which I make more $ doing than porn)..If you don't think I look 22,I except that.That's just what the customers say at my clubs.SOme may disagree.SOme may not even be attracted to me.You may like girls who aren't pale complected like me.Thats o.k. with me.I love Asian women more than any other type of women so I understand.
I do expect max fans,his friends,and himself to posibly post on this thread.Or anyone else I mentioned in a negative manner like "Naughty...".If I cared,I wouldn't have posted right?ANd I posted to rant and rave because I wanted to get this off my chest.I want you to know that I am not trying tomake friends.I was answering some questions that were asked.Take it or leave it,I'm gonna throw it out there.I respect anyone who can voice their opinion so if you are not a fan of my work,my look,or my personality..The fact that you have the balls to express that is awesome! Continue to be yourself.
And "Stevie",you're right,maybe they aren't so,"High" on me as I am.Possibility.I do take care of the way I look and try to look my best for my videos for all of you to see.Not everyone likes red heads.
I am just not a fan of overtanning.It is terrible for your skin and I don't like the way it looks.Thats my opinion.Freedom of speech,just like you have.Don't get confindent confused with stuck up or conceeded.It's all in the way you carry yourself.If you ever met me,I am sure you will understand that I am very approachable and a nice person.SO keep the comments coming.Good or bad.I love it! ANd remember,"ANy publicity is good publicity".
ANd keep in mind..I am not ranting about YOU the porn fans..I am ranting about other people.It is not aimed at you.I want you to imagine if your sister,mother,girlfriend,or wife was getting istreated by a man.How would you feel? Thank you and have a good week.DOn't let my post get u all worked up.
ANd to the fans..Thyanks so much for the compliments! You're the sweetest!
Neesa