What would you say is your "dark passenger"?

[Alyssa Rose]

If any of you have watched Dexter, you probably know the term..
Dexter refers to his serial killer side as his "Dark Passenger". Obviously I'm not expecting any of you to admit you're serial killers...
*cough* blueballs *cough* but I am interested in what your dark passenger might be? You know, that thing that you work so hard to keep inside because you are scared what will happen if people find out.. Or even just because you're embarrassed or ashamed of it..

*For example, I believe that my dark passenger is envy and the need for admiration.. I literally crave being wanted, needed or desired. I get off on it. I also have a problem with jealous thoughts.. I don't let them consume me, most of the time at least, but I can't help feeling envious if I notice my boyfriend staring at another girl, or mentioning how attractive another girl is.. I can't help the jealousy that pops into my mind just like he can't help the lustful thoughts that pop into his..

Anyways, I do my best to hide my "flaws" but sometimes it's just nice to lay em out in the open.. So boys (and girls), what's your secret?


Also, please don't post any Dexter spoilers in here! I am only just now starting season 5 so I don't know anything about this last season yet!

 

[STDiva]

I hate losing. I need to win and be above others. I try and play it off like it ain't no thang, but I'm way too competitive.

 

[Smallville22]

Addictions, I have to much of them.

 

[Ace Boobtoucher]

I have a tiny blue bunny rabbit that sits on my shoulder and tells me to scare small children and animals.

 

[Hondarobot]

Interesting topic. I don't have a "dark passenger". I know many people who probably do, but I don't really understand the concept.

I deal with some of the craziest people/situations imaginable as part of my job. Beers after work keep me sane.

 

[24 Grams]

I generally tend to think the "dark passenger" is the complete (or moderate at least) opposite of who we are.

I'd be clod-hearted, manipulating, power-hungry, blood lusting and extremely prejudice.

 

[Hondarobot]

This is going to be an interesting thread, possibly.

 

[lurkingdirk]

Depression is my dark passenger. If I don't keep that in check, the dark passenger takes over.

 

[kewlio65]

Pride for me. Not sure how but it seems to work. Well I think it is pride. Having trouble with this one. May need to repost once I figure out what I mean.

 

[Alyssa Rose]

Pride for me. Not sure how but it seems to work. Well I think it is pride. Having trouble with this one. May need to repost once I figure out what I mean.

I think I'm understanding what you mean

 

[Ike Stain]

My serial wanking. Definitely.

 

[Krazy4Kobe]

What do you mean?

I am my dark passenger!!!


:eek:

 

[sleep]

Depression is my dark passenger. If I don't keep that in check, the dark passenger takes over.

Same here. 300Mg of St. Johns Wart, 3 times a day, has done more to help me than any Prozac, Effexor, Cymbalta...Etc. has ever done. I'm also taking 250 Mg of time release Niacin once per day to help with irritability.

 

[~~whimsy~~]

Mine is a side of me that is protective and slightly blind fury if you don't understand your boundary towards close ones or family members of mine. It's not overprotective or possessive as it is if you are blessed enough to have loved ones in your life that love you back, protect them when it comes down to it, and make sure nothing happens if can help it.

I don't know. Hard to explain without me sounding all silly and crap.

I'm just protective of those I care and love. Not so much a dark passenger, but it can get pretty dark for the individual on the other end...

 

[Harley Spencer]

Anger. I get so stressed at work having to deal with customers that treat me like a doormat day in and day out, and there's nothing I can do about it without risking my job. I seriously daydream about going absolutely ballistic on the next person that lies to get free food, calls me rude or unprofessional, swears at me, or otherwise gives me a hard time. I want to tell them to shut the fuck up, get the fuck out, that I don't give a damn if they tell their friends that they had a bad experience, I don't give a damn if your order took 5 minutes longer than you expected it to, and to stop treating working people like pieces of shit. We are all human. I am a real person, not some machine with no heart that has no other purpose in life than to cater to your every need.

Yeah. Definitely anger. :cussing:

 

[gunslingingbird]

Mine is a side of me that is protective and slightly blind fury if you don't understand your boundary towards close ones or family members of mine. It's not overprotective or possessive as it is if you are blessed enough to have loved ones in your life that love you back, protect them when it comes down to it, and make sure nothing happens if can help it.

I don't know. Hard to explain without me sounding all silly and crap.

I'm just protective of those I care and love. Not so much a dark passenger, but it can get pretty dark for the individual on the other end...

Same here. If I care about someone I will do anything within my means to ensure their wellbeing. It has often given others the wrong impression of what I want. As a Mason I was charged with doing everything within my means, to the point of physical harm, to aid a brother Mason in need. I extend that charge to everyone that I esteem.

Nikki, you know exactly what I'm talking about.

Anger. I get so stressed at work having to deal with customers that treat me like a doormat day in and day out, and there's nothing I can do about it without risking my job. I seriously daydream about going absolutely ballistic on the next person that lies to get free food, calls me rude or unprofessional, swears at me, or otherwise gives me a hard time. I want to tell them to shut the fuck up, get the fuck out, that I don't give a damn if they tell their friends that they had a bad experience, I don't give a damn if your order took 5 minutes longer than you expected it to, and to stop treating working people like pieces of shit. We are all human. I am a real person, not some machine with no heart that has no other purpose in life than to cater to your every need.

Yeah. Definitely anger. :cussing:

Wait, your said at your job? I thought you were a porn actress.

 

[~~whimsy~~]

Wait, your said at your job? I thought you were a porn actress.

I was actually envisioning a porno set when she was ranting about that. A customer comes up and says: HEY! Stop fucking your boss for your rent money and get me my damn dollar menu food! NAO!

Ah dammit! You got cum all over my fries, fuck this place! I'm never coming to Porn King Fast Food again!!!!

 

[gunslingingbird]

Ah dammit! You got cum all over my fries, fuck this place! I'm never coming to Porn King Fast Food again!!!!

Wouldn't that be the house's "special sauce"?

 

[sleep]

Gunslingingturd, aren't you supposed to be a moderator or something like that, act like one.

 

[~~whimsy~~]

^^^ lol what??? Where did that come from?