What do you think of my new pics?? By Crissy Moran

[CrissyMoran]

Well, I typed that you weren't fragile. Not that you are.
Jeez. One very long speech and one of the points I thought I was quite clear on and it's STILL misinterpreted. Oh well.

And kudos for telling us you have a boyfriend. Some in your line of work like to keep those facts secret to keep the illusion of attainability with the fans. I REALLY respect that you obviously don't.
Hope it works out.

I was clear on what you were saying. The thing is when it comes down to it none of you really know me personally. Maybe I am a bit fragile. I guess the only ones who really know are the ones on my personal life. My boyfriend has seen me in tears over some of the stuff I have read. It's not like it has been one comment.... there have been many. I think it would bother anyone who really cares what their fans think. Maybe I am too much of a perfectionist.

 

[McRocket]

I was clear on what you were saying.

Yeah. And you were wrong. Ah... forget it.

I ask you relatively nicely. And I get a lawyer like reply back.
Fine.
Then in the future please do not use my name in a post unless it is a direct quote. Please.

And you seem rather self centred to me.

You know. Would it have killed you to thank your fans (not me; the others) for all those that rose to your defence? All you could do was talk about yourself.

And though I neither did it for or expected a thank you from you - because I wasen't doing it to defend YOU. I was trying to comment to In-4-mant. And also say somethings to the others.
I did not deserve a thank you (though I think the others did).
But I sure don't think it's too much to ask that at least you don't misrepresent my words. And when I ask you to stop. I get a rather kurt reply.

You maybe a babe outside for now. You maybe a decent human being. But right now, in my opinion, you are a little too wrapped up in yourself.

Have a nice day.

And I DO hope you find love with this fellow.

 

[4G63]

Fragile? I don't think your fragile. It takes some cajones to pose nude. And you've been doing it for years. None of us post nude pics, or even non-nudes :1orglaugh, you post real nudes, shot well.

And if I can say so, I think your personallity shines through in every pic , and I have never seen you as fraglie. Cute, but strong, you have to be strong and confident in this line of work. Also you carried yourself with grace and dignity, I'm impressed. :hatsoff:

 

[member2686]

Perfectionism

...Maybe I am too much of a perfectionist.

Crissy, don't blame yourself and call yourself a perfectionist; you're mindful of your health, appearance, and career and you work hard at it all. That's all. Without goals in those areas you'd just be someone popping in front of the cameras and you'd come and go like a flash in the pan. But YOU won't, Crissy. You're a star, and you're going to be a legend. You're just smart that way.

The thing is, and you know this Crissy, that NO AMOUNT of "perfection" will ever satisfy "the fans." Everyone could say this-and-this and that-and-that could be tighter, bigger, rounder, flatter, etc. ad nauseum. It's the overly-analytical fans and consumers who are the perfectionists. So please don't be too hard on yourself, sweetie. It's wonderful to take pride in your physique and try to look as attractive as you can, but you and I know that old expression...

"You can please some people some of the time, but you can't please all the people all of the time."

Nightfly OUT. :hatsoff:

 

[ckjedi66]

You will never please every one Crissy, im sure you know that , especially in this buisness. Just take care in knowing your fans love you no matter what, its the ones jealous of your fame and career that (usually, not always) will be your biggest critics. And for the record, im not saying Mcrocket is jealous or anything, i was making a general statement, cause i have a feeling he would think i was talking about him!!!! MC....youre cool, but a bit too paranoid..LOL

 

[McRocket]

You will never please every one Crissy, im sure you know that , especially in this buisness. Just take care in knowing your fans love you no matter what, its the ones jealous of your fame and career that (usually, not always) will be your biggest critics. And for the record, im not saying Mcrocket is jealous or anything, i was making a general statement, cause i have a feeling he would think i was talking about him!!!! MC....youre cool, but a bit too paranoid..LOL

Paranoid! I am not paranoid. Do you think I'm paranoid? Does everyone? I'm surrounded by enemies. You're all against me. LOLOL

Actually, I did not think you were talking about me. But thanks for calling me cool.

The total truth is I wasen't sure what she meant by the statement. So I wanted to push it a bit and I minorly called her out on it. But when she reacted rather kurt to it; that's when I got a wee bit pissed (and I mean a wee bit).
If she had just said, 'I didn't mean to offend.' Or 'I may have siad it wrong". Fine.
She would have said that to Nightfly or another friend/fan. But since she ain't gaga (with not terrible reasons - I will say) about me or she was too wrapped up in this thread - she did not.
I thought it was rude. And I didn't like it. So I said something.

But I can see how you would think my reaction was a bit paranoid.

I am just hard on adult industry types sometimes. Why?
Poster: 'Why McRocket'
McRocket: 'Well, I am glad you asked.'
Poster's friend: 'Oh shit. Don't ask him that. Now he'll never shut up.'

I just do not like it when they come on here (and I am NOT saying Ms. Moran does this or not - I do not know) and kiss up to (in some cases) lonely and/or unhappy men simply to get them to fork out more dough for them; when in reality; most of them probably couldn't give a shit about them.

Take Ms. Moran. Even though I am a pain in the ass; I am an equal human and I think I have tried to treat her fairly and been honest with her. HEck. I was even a paid member on her site for a month because I felt I owed her that for being such a pain (it IS a good site btw. And those of you that praise her on here SO much and have a little extra coin; I hope you are trying her site out for at least a month).
And last night I try and point out (ad INCREDIBLE length) why this guy that was insulting her was so wrong. And after all that all I get is a cold, rather rude reply?

As I said; She DID NOT owe me anything. And does not for anything I have ever done. But we are all humans. And unless she believes that I am trying to hurt her in some way (which I am DEFINITELY not), I don't think it would have killed her to be a touch more courteous or at least not rather rude and/or cold. That is all. And when she did. I commented about it.
I hope my previous posts on this site (Freeones) have at least shown that I would do no more or less for anyone else that said something I didn't like.

I do not think she is a bad person. I do not think she is a bitch (probably). I DO think that she gets so wrapped up in her job that she may lose a bit of perspective on some things sometimes. Or maybe she always was a bit self centred - it does happen to beautiful people sometimes - not that I would know first hand about that. ANd quite frankily, I will even give her a compliment and say my gut feeling is that she may; MAY indeed be too nice for this business (man that hurt to say - kidding, well, sort of..lol).Or maybe she is just a bit naive - I do not know.


Now I am going to watch football, NASCAR and baseball.
And if anybody cares - and they surely don't - I am rooting for Dallas (when they play Monday), Buffalo, Carolina, Michael Waltrip and the Blue Jays; respectively.
As of right now it's...nothing, boo, yeah, boo and yeah; also respectively.

 

[CrissyMoran]

Paranoid! I am not paranoid. Do you think I'm paranoid? Does everyone? I'm surrounded by enemies. You're all against me. LOLOL

Actually, I did not think you were talking about me. But thanks for calling me cool.

The total truth is I wasen't sure what she meant by the statement. So I wanted to push it a bit and I minorly called her out on it. But when she reacted rather kurt to it; that's when I got a wee bit pissed (and I mean a wee bit).
If she had just said, 'I didn't mean to offend.' Or 'I may have siad it wrong". Fine.
She would have said that to Nightfly or another friend/fan. But since she ain't gaga (with not terrible reasons - I will say) about me or she was too wrapped up in this thread - she did not.
I thought it was rude. And I didn't like it. So I said something.

But I can see how you would think my reaction was a bit paranoid.

I am just hard on adult industry types sometimes. Why?
Poster: 'Why McRocket'
McRocket: 'Well, I am glad you asked.'
Poster's friend: 'Oh shit. Don't ask him that. Now he'll never shut up.'

I just do not like it when they come on here (and I am NOT saying Ms. Moran does this or not - I do not know) and kiss up to (in some cases) lonely and/or unhappy men simply to get them to fork out more dough for them; when in reality; most of them probably couldn't give a shit about them.

Take Ms. Moran. Even though I am a pain in the ass; I am an equal human and I think I have tried to treat her fairly and been honest with her. HEck. I was even a paid member on her site for a month because I felt I owed her that for being such a pain (it IS a good site btw. And those of you that praise her on here SO much and have a little extra coin; I hope you are trying her site out for at least a month).
And last night I try and point out (ad INCREDIBLE length) why this guy that was insulting her was so wrong. And after all that all I get is a cold, rather rude reply?

As I said; She DID NOT owe me anything. And does not for anything I have ever done. But we are all humans. And unless she believes that I am trying to hurt her in some way (which I am DEFINITELY not), I don't think it would have killed her to be a touch more courteous or at least not rather rude and/or cold. That is all. And when she did. I commented about it.
I hope my previous posts on this site (Freeones) have at least shown that I would do no more or less for anyone else that said something I didn't like.

I do not think she is a bad person. I do not think she is a bitch (probably). I DO think that she gets so wrapped up in her job that she may lose a bit of perspective on some things sometimes. Or maybe she always was a bit self centred - it does happen to beautiful people sometimes - not that I would know first hand about that. ANd quite frankily, I will even give her a compliment and say my gut feeling is that she may; MAY indeed be too nice for this business (man that hurt to say - kidding, well, sort of..lol).Or maybe she is just a bit naive - I do not know.


Now I am going to watch football, NASCAR and baseball.
And if anybody cares - and they surely don't - I am rooting for Dallas (when they play Monday), Buffalo, Carolina, Michael Waltrip and the Blue Jays; respectively.
As of right now it's...nothing, boo, yeah, boo and yeah; also respectively.

I am confused as to why you think I was rude to you??? All I was trying to say is that I am a little fragile. I think you may have taken what I said worng or maybe I said it wrong???

I didn't take the time to say thanks for all who stood up for me because I had like 2 minutes to finish up what I was typing in order to get to the gym. I am very thankful for those who stand up for me... I thought that would go without saying. I did not take offense to anything you said until this last post where you call me self-centered. I think anyone who has a steady career works as hard as they can at it. My job is what it is and it is important that I look my best. How can anyone at any job expect to advance and do well without working hard at it? Would you say a paralegal is self-centered if they took extra classes to excel in what they do?? I don't think so.

I am sorry that my last post came across the wrong way. I wasn't calling you out in any way... I was simply stating that you guys don't know just how fragile I can be. I don't want to state the obvious but I am a human being and a female at that. My job revolves around my looks amongst other things and when I see everyone talking so horribly about my breasts or other things I take it to heart. It makes me feel like I have to fix everything that people criticize because it is my JOB to look my best. The last few months I have been pretty depressed about things. My boyfriend sometimes thinks I am losing it. He doesn't understand how out of nowhere I start feeling sad and cry. We are getting ready to go out on a double date and all I can think about is my boobs look bad. I get stressed out after trying things on. I am just like a lot of other women.

I am just human guys....

Crissy

 

[pitino]

that happens to everyone Crissy,
there are people who like us and people who don't
it's absolutely normal in life. the most important thing is to be happy with who our self is...
and you......you are a beautiful woman and you got a great personality (from what i can read in your posts)...
you need something more? i guess not! :hatsoff:

 

[McRocket]

I said you (Crissy Moran) was A BIT self-centred. I did not say you WERE self centred. There is a difference.
And I think I even said maybe.
And it has nothing to do with your examples. You obviously have no idea what I meant. I obviously am just not capable of properly relaying my opinions to you. Both in public and/or my pm's to you that you replied to. Or you are just not understanding me. Or maybe both. I give up.

Hasen't anyone ever heard of constructive criticism?
I keep telling people that sometimes the best looking adult industry types have the lowest self esteems. I guess I should have listened to myself.

I did not realize you were as thin skinned as you are (though I guess I really should have). If my comments caused you more pain then education then I regret saying them.
I do not take them back. I stand behind them. But I am not on here to hurt people (at least I assume I am not).

Fuck. I knew I should have not started typing that diatribe last night. Something just told me not to.

It's like I have said many times (though not on here). Never put yourself out on an emotional limb to an adult industry employee. Much (though not all) of the time they will just cut it off behind you.
They won't mean to. And they will do it with no malice. They don't always even know they are doing it. And they usually come up to you when they are out of the business and apologize for it. And then the two of you can laugh about it.
This isn't one of those times. It just reminds me of some that I have seen and experienced.

I know. Most of you either have no idea what I am talking about. Or think I'm nuts.

So what else is new.

 

[McRocket]

btw I like your new avatar Ms. Moran.

You maybe 29, but you look more like 25 or so.

 

[Misery]

Damn :lame: What else to say at this point.

By the way Crissy, I loved your shorter hair. Here's one of my favorite pics:

How hot is that! :nanner:

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[member2686]

Enlightenment

mcrocket, do I need to put you in "time out" for 15 minutes? lmao

Seriously though, I'm glad you and Crissy seem to be making some progress here. I've advised you (mcrocket) several times AGAINST your "stream of consciousness" posting before, and you always take this Machiavellian approach of posting first and then asking forgiveness later. Well, this is yet another example of where your "diatribe" of yesterday has caused an "issue" and upset more than a couple of folks. My PM box lit UP after I posted my comments about this... PLEASE, mcrocket, please kindly be a bit more thoughtful BEFORE you post things. I respect you quite a bit, even when you do agitate me and others, and we don't agree about many things, but I respect your intellect as you do mine. You're intelligent, but stubborn as a motherfucker. lol

And Crissy, your posts have been brutally honest and highly personal - they're a joy to read. Don't worry, girl, you're not losing it. You're just very demanding of yourself. :crash: Just once a day, though, try to cut yourself a break and really appreciate your blessings, both inside and out. You're a wonderful person on the inside AND you've "got it going on" on the outside!

Everything's going to be o.k. In fact, everything is going swimmingly! As long as people communicate, despite misunderstandings and differences, the end of the day is better than the beginning because there is enlightenment all around.

Cheers! :hatsoff:

 

[McRocket]

Re: Enlightenment

mcrocket, do I need to put you in "time out" for 15 minutes? lmao

Seriously though, I'm glad you and Crissy seem to be making some progress here. I've advised you (mcrocket) several times AGAINST your "stream of consciousness" posting before, and you always take this Machiavellian approach of posting first and then asking forgiveness later. Well, this is yet another example of where your "diatribe" of yesterday has caused an "issue" and upset more than a couple of folks. My PM box lit UP after I posted my comments about this... PLEASE, mcrocket, please kindly be a bit more thoughtful BEFORE you post things. I respect you quite a bit, even when you do agitate me and others, and we don't agree about many things, but I respect your intellect as you do mine. You're intelligent, but stubborn as a motherfucker. lol

I believe you mean well. And I Do respect your intellect.

But I did not say I regret what I said. I Definitely do not regret ANYTHING I typed last night. Everything I typed I still believe to be true.
All I regret is the belated realization that Crissy Moran is exactly what I thought she was in the first place. A woman with a low self esteem. I should have realized that by virtue of her job and the length of time that she has been in it.
And you are not going to like this. But I also realized that I was not blunt enough. Every time I post on this thread I always start trying to be light.
Instead of being blunt and to the point. I try and figure out what I should say to get my point across instead of just saying what I want to say.
Women like her (self esteem thingy) always have that effect on me.

I should of just said what I felt and if she blows up - so be it. Instead of tip e toeing around everything.

THAT is what I regret.

And it always gives me the creeps when I type in threads like this with pornstars (her, Terri Summers, Carmen Luvana). Because everytime I get the slightest out of line; guys like you are all over me about it - watching over her like hawks. So I get a little scared to say what I really want.
And then I do not say what I really want and THAT is when stuff gets confusing.

SO from now on if I 'enter' Crissy land or Carmen land or other domains guarded by (no offense) over loyal groupies and 'friends'. I am either going to have to let fly and take the consequences like a man. Or shut up entirely.

And that is what I will try and do.

And if you and others want to rip me up for upsetting your goddesses, too bad. They are big gals. If they are hurt by what I say, all they have to do is say it or pm me and tell me and I will cease. But I am not going to back off because you or somebody else tells me to. They can speak for themselves.
And when they do; I will listen and honour their requests - if they are reasonable.

BUt please do not think I am taking back one thing I typed today or yesterday. WIth all due respect, I am not.

 

[member2686]

All I have to say about this is that it's/they're your life, your thoughts, your name, and your time, mcrocket. Say what you will, within the board's rules, and see how things go down, if you no longer intend to censor yourself in the interests of social etiquette.

I honestly cannot understand why you are so negative, confrontational, and flat-out unpleasant so much of the time, mcrocket. You're an intelligent man, even quite likeable when your mood is balanced, and I've even seen that you can have a sense of humor here and there, but you seem interminably miserable. It seems highly inappropriate for you to judge another person for having "low self-esteem" when you yourself seem to walk around all day with a metaphorical noose tied around your neck just in case you spot a suitable tree from which to hang yourself. You seem to want to drag others into that bog with you, but that's not why we're (other people) here. We want to enjoy ourselves and engage with others, not slap the hell out of each other, make people feel bad, and drive people OUT of our lives and away from us. We DO want honest exchange of ideas and thoughts, but politeness, as in real life, is a factor. It's called tact and etiquette.

Before tossing out judgements of others, maybe take care of your own mess(es) first. Those are my :2 cents:, borrowed from Jesus with his stones and glass houses parable... Goodness...did I just cite Jesus on a porn board? LOL!

Anyway, I wish you the best, mcrocket. I harbor no ill will towards you, but dammit you can be frustrating as hell. Now let's let this thread get back to topic and back to Crissy!!! :hatsoff: :nanner:

 

[CrissyMoran]

Mcrocket.... I sent you a pm....

CRISSY

 

[McRocket]

Mcrocket.... I sent you a pm....

CRISSY

Yes, I got it. It was very nice. Thank you.


I sent one back to you.

 

[McRocket]

You seem to want to drag others into that bog with you, but that's not why we're (other people) here. We want to enjoy ourselves and engage with others, not slap the hell out of each other, make people feel bad, and drive people OUT of our lives and away from us. We DO want honest exchange of ideas and thoughts, but politeness, as in real life, is a factor. It's called tact and etiquette.

I have NO desire to make people feel bad. The moment you believe I am deliberately trying to do that; please inform me. And I will try to cease immediately.
I like it straightforward ALL THE TIME. But not cruelty. I hate that.
I grew up with politeness, tact and etiquette. I grew to hate it. To me, it is just an excuse for people to not say what they REALLY mean and feel.
But I am in the BIG minority there, I realize.

I have said this in private to you and now I will say this in public since you brought it up.

I will NOT have sex with you. Now stop bugging m....OOOPS, wrong conversation.
KIDDING TOTALLY.

I am here for
1) to pass the time.
2) look at women (bad on me - sort of)
and 3) discuss my political and phylisophical (spelling) views on things (wrong fucking place for that I think - lol).

I am not on here to make friends. If I do great. And I consider you an online freind. But that is a bonus. Not a goal.
You don't go looking for freinds or love. You live your life and let them come to you in their own time.
And ALWAYS be yourself. Well, this is myself. I do not always like myself. Sometimes I hate myself. But in the end I am myself. Like it or not.

Well, at least I am never boring?

 

[member2686]

Thanks for a nice post, mcrocket. Being honest and being forthright are admirable ways of handling one's self, but they can be acheived WITH tact and politeness and etiquette as well (I believe). It's called "people skills." It's also called kindness and humility.

Imagine yourself at a mall, shopping, and someone with mismatched socks, wearing a terribly out of fashion and dirty dress is walking ahead of you... Do you walk faster so you can pass her and then turn around to point out everything wrong with her, all of your observations about her appearance? No. You Might think "Wow, that woman's outfit is a mess," but you don't make a POINT out of making her hurt because you've (for whatever reason) pointed out the inelegance of her clothes.

Well, I know you get the point. Anyway, nice post and now let's get this thread back onto Crissy! lol

 

[McRocket]

Thanks for a nice post, mcrocket. Being honest and being forthright are admirable ways of handling one's self, but they can be acheived WITH tact and politeness and etiquette as well (I believe). It's called "people skills." It's also called kindness and humility.

Etiquette. My grandparents (whom I loved) were multi millionaires. Butler. Maid(s). The whole thing. I know ALL about etiquette. I hate etiquette.

Imagine yourself at a mall, shopping, and someone with mismatched socks, wearing a terribly out of fashion and dirty dress is walking ahead of you... Do you walk faster so you can pass her and then turn around to point out everything wrong with her, all of your observations about her appearance? No. You Might think "Wow, that woman's outfit is a mess," but you don't make a POINT out of making her hurt because you've (for whatever reason) pointed out the inelegance of her clothes.

That is a perfect example. If I was that woman. I would want me to tell me that. Tell me nicely and in private or at least one-on-one. But yes. I would DEFINTIELY want to know if I look like shit - right away.
You and I are just different.

'Don't ask a question if you want to hear a lie.' that is one of my mottos.

Another is; 'Will you please give me all the money you don't need to survive?'
No it isn't.

 

[member2686]

Again....let's get back to Crissy... :nanner: