CrissyMoran said:So are you saying that I became more popular on freeones due to my postings? I haven't even posted any messages in like a month or something maybe longer I haven't checked. Mcrocket... there are girls who post on here a lot more frequently than I do who might not even be in the top 10 searched names. There are also girls on here who NEVER post here who ARE in the top 10. I am guessing that the reason my name might be searched so frequently might be because people know I always have something new to look at because I do contribute free galleries quite a bit. Everyone enjoys free stuff.. do they not? My name was on the top porn list before I ever even posted ONE message here... there was even a thread with my name at the top of it already made before I ever looked at this site so I am sorry to say but you MIGHT be wrong in your assumptions.
What I meant was all the chatting you do with your fans is why I think you are so popular. They clearly respond to and appreciate it. I think it is an approach that more models should take.
That is what I meant. You seemed to take it as an insult. Why, I have no idea. But unintentionally pissing people off seems to be a habit with me..so be it.
As far as me being genuine... think what you want. You seem to always play the devil's advocate. I am genuine but by me saying so isn't going to change your perception. I regularly post messages to my fans on my yahoo group and myspace page. I answer emails when I can (although as of lately I haven't been on it so much). I have developed personal chat relationships with some fans.... some have lasted for years... some a few months. There would be no way I can share all of myself with all of my fans all the time but I do the best I can to let my fans get to know me.
I am not positive what that old saying means - the devil's advocate. But if you are suggesting that I am a pessimist. Then you are absolutely right. At the very least; I am a glass-is-half-empty kind of guy.
And as far as believing someone just because they say something. Especially when they are on the job? No, I will not. I believe something when I have proof. One way or another. I have not called you a liar. I simply said - though why I did escapes me at present - that I do not believe anything I read just because you or some other model wrote it.
You should know that women in your profession will SOMETIMES say whatever it takes go ply their trade. They are salespersons. And they are their product. And that is fine. But as a consumer - if you will - I am free to not believe what these sales persons are selling. Though you seem more sincere then any I can remember. You really do.
And it has been my experience over the years to never assume a sales person - no matter what they are selling - is not exaggerating or even lieing to make a sale.
I see nothing wrong with that belief.
But you are right. It is negative or a devil's advocate.
But I would rather be that way then coming on here and saying goofy things like 'I love you Crissy'. Or 'If we meet, watch out. I will make you mine.'
You may think it's cute. I think it is sad. And possibly dangerous.
So I appreciate your physical atributes. Your apparent honesty about your personal life (which I said I believed btw), and you making these comments in a rational fashion.
But I reserve the right to believe what I wish. As long as I am not insulting you - I see nothing wrong with it. Other then it hurts the general ambiance of this thread. Which I realize. And why I typed before that I will budd out of this thread for a while and take my blunt opinions with me.
I do not wish to harm your business.
On the subject of my makeup... I have done shoots with a lot of eyeliner and shoots with a more natural look. I like both looks. I am not limiting myself to any ONE way of doing my makeup. If you saw my freeone's T-shirt shots you can clearly see that I have very light makeup on. I have used my roomate who is a makeup artist in a lot of my newer shoots just because he blends and applies the makeup with more precision than I can. Plus it takes the work off of me when I am shooting. I like to just chill before my shoots and not have to worry about makeup.
With all of that being said... I am not perfect... my body is not... my face is not.... my personailty is not... We are all flawed in one way or another and that is just how it is. I am thankful that there are people who accept my flaws and still love me for who I am (or for their perception of me). I can sit here and point out my flaws all day lol but I won't! I may be my biggest critic.
Upon reflection. I wish I had kept my mouth - or fingers - shut in the makeup thing. That was just a stupid suggestion on my part.
As I PM'd to your buddy Nightfly - after what you said about your personal life. I worry about you more then other models on here. No biggie. Just one human being concerned for another. So I would like to see you do well quickly. You do not seem like a typical porn actress. And I hope you get the cash you need and get on to something else fast.
But you will probably be slightly offended by even that.
So I will stop bugging you and typing on this thread. And I hope things are much better for you in your personal life.
And just for the record. Unlike most guys on here. I don't 'love' you. I don't want to marry you. Or have sex with you or get you to pose certain ways for me. Or wear certain clothes. Or generally act like a sex robot. You seem too human to me now. I see a person more then a 'babe'. (not that I haven't felt that way about other models in the past. I am as pigish as many on here. Maybe more so.)
But I do think you are one of the two or three most physically attractive women anywhere in the adult entertainment industry.
Later.
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