You ain't experiencing real sex til you get a gf who loves sex and can give a blowjob like you wouldn't believe. My first gf was like that and I'll always have fond memory of that relationship. The first one was never supposed to be mindblowing and life-altering, unless it happens in a movie. Now that you are finally a man, go out, bring a chick home with you and fuck her brains out. Good luck.