Should I look for my carefully compiled list of favorites?

[MickKnock]

Over a number of years I've compiled a list of porn stars who make my cut for greatness. In fact I had a few lists, which boil down to "greats", "awfuls", "would-be-great-but-for-implants", "Japanese greats", "non-hardcore busty greats" and "great Playboy Playmates". However, at this point I'm not sure if I deleted them because these were foolish things to have spent time on, or if I just haven't pulled them off my backup after a hard drive issue. If I deleted them, I have mixed feelings about it. I did really enjoy putting it together, but it's embarrassing not to have spent the time on something more useful I'd be publicly proud of.