Um, based on what you wrote, yeah you really did. :nono:
I tire of repeating myself, but let me be VERY clear on one point ...
Transgenderism is not a choice!!! No one "chooses" to be gender ambiguous.
Yes, I could've chosen to live the life of a male, which would've been a lie, and not pursue gender reassignment. But my biological blueprint is female. And I have no control over it. No transgender goes. Does that clear it up any? :bang:
1: How can you say you could CHOOSE to live as male, and then in the same breath say you did not choose to live transgender??? If you can choose one, you can choose the other... just as you can choose to tell the truth or tell a lie.
2: If you were born male, your biological blueprint will not show otherwise.
3: You CAN control what you do and feel... you just don't want to. It's called not taking full responsibility. See, people like you go out and make drastic changes to your lifestyle and appearance, but don't want any of the backlash that comes with it. When you do catch flack, you deflect responsibility on to any and everything but yourself. Not once do you say 'THIS IS WHAT I WANTED FOR MYSELF.'
Not once.
Instead, you treat it all some medical anomaly or disorder, and then wonder why people treat you in the same way. I don't, and will never, understand why you and most others that DECIDE to live this way can't admit they do based on their own thoughts and feelings on their own life. You have control over that, which is clear given the amount of money and time you've spent changing yourself. If your biological blueprint had anything to with it, all of this would have taken place without the aid of pills and surgery. I can't go around telling folks my biological blueprint says I'm white, when it's clear my black ass isn't. Me saying that shit doesn't make it true, but I can do something about it. I can take similar steps to yours and become closer to white in look via medical procedures. The difference is:
I'll own up to my decision. I'll assume the control of my life that I already have.