I would like to say that I have taken time out and forced myself not to post in this thread for a while. I wanted to think things though. I didn’t want anything further I said to be ruled by rash emotion so I took the extra time so my feeling on this would at least be clear.
I would also like to state that I pray what I’m about to post doesn’t cause any negative feeling between Christmas_Ape and I (or anybody else for that matter). We were fans of Priya and some of the other Foxes/LOS girls from back even before Freeones. I guess Priya was the factor that sort of connected us.
This could very likely be my last post in this thread, and I think probably is baring some miracle. Maybe something will pop up that I want to comment on but I don’t know. I will admit what I’m about to post isn’t exactly nice. Also if you don’t want to read though the whole thing I guess in short baring a miracle me being a fan of Priya is also at an end.
Maybe I should start off with the Voodoo House video first. I think that video is what finally laid the last straw (along with somebody’s else’s personal comment about her). Not only do I find the concept of it degrading in some aspects that has to be one of the dumbest concepts for a video ever, and Priya decides to be in it…What The Fuck. It was like they took a group of drunk nearly teen age dumb ass douche bags that never grew up and just got done having a dirt eating contest and yelling at each other while chest bumping and screaming at the top of their lungs around the neighborhood to come up with the dumbest idea even they could possibly think of. It’s the type of thing that maybe idiots out there will think is “cool”, “hardcore” “extreme”. Well I here to tell you the way it is. Making, being in, buying, or even liking shit like that doesn’t make you “cool” or “hardcore” it…makes you a God damn RETARD. If I had any doubt about just how big a putz Justice Young is lets just say this movie laid it to rest. (I also apologies to any people that might actually be mentally retarded, you don’t really deserve to be compared to Young) I only feel sorry he is wasting perfectly good oxygen that could be going to more worthwhile things, like the mold at the back of the refrigerator or maybe to help a pile of dog shit decompose. In fact people involved with the making of that move should do humanity a favor and have in big black letters RETARD written across their forehead at all times. Then they could at least warn us when in the vicinity. The rest of us could warn them when they are about to do something stupid. “Excuse me sir you were about to do something, but I notice you’re a retard, you might not want to do that.” Or maybe we could just have time to get away from the ensuing train wreck or baring that kick them in the face when they don’t get out of our way while walking down the street while passersbys applaud their approval.
That movie also showed me another important thing. Have you ever watched some old mobster movies where they talk about how everybody has a price? Well,…PRIYA HAS A PRICE. This is about the money. Good God if she is willing to do that what the hell isn’t she willing to do? What’s next? Hmmm…Priya you know there is this guy called Max Hardcore. You might want to get in contact with him. I heard he pays really well, which it seems you really like. Where in the hell in somebody’s line of thought does getting fucked by Justice Young, in a van, out in public, with people watching (and why in the hell would you EVER want anybody to see themselves getting screwed by that), and having it videotaped for posterity for all time seem like even a remotely good idea. It could even be fake, which I don’t think and it would still be colossally dumb. Lets not forget the seatbelt around the neck for good measure…and this is supposed to be Priya…WHAT THE FUCK. Lets put that into perspective. That would be like me taking somebody that was and idiot and ugly and I couldn’t stand, lets say Rosie O’Donnell and having her say to me, “You know D-rock I think I want to pay you $900, $1500, or maybe even $2,000 because this a “special thing” for you to go out and screw the hell out of me in public…while people watched…while I have people videotape it no less…and then to send it out to people all over to enjoy. And remember it will now be out there forever”. I sure as hell not going to say “Oh boy, that sounds like a great idea”. If fact it’s even worse because I’m not as good looking a man as Priya is a woman (that would be impossible) and she can pretty much get 99+ of anybody available she probably wants or any type of work she wants. I would pretty much choose castration before I would do something like that. Then again unlike some people I’m a person that can’t be bought. I sure as hell hope that she actually doesn’t like that. Any woman that would actually like that can’t garner much in the way of respect from me, Priya included. For the love of God, maybe Priya should just now have a barcode tattooed onto her and have a price tag pinned to her body. Maybe she could go one step further than that and put a scanner on her so all the passerbys could swipe their credit card in her as she walk by. I don’t give a shit about it anymore but if anybody wants to get in contact with her maybe that would be a good way. Maybe you can just get in connection with the right contacts and pay her some rate like $1,500/hour, for a minimum of three hours, lol or whatever she could be going for and pay an exorbitant amount for “transportation cost” to her computer. Maybe she would be glad to hear from you then? I don’t know. How do you feel about being fans with a person that is so easily virtually owned by other people? In some respects it’s just one step up from a fuck doll. The only difference is it still has a heartbeat.
I once said that I was a fan of Priya’s and was on her side. The fact she might do some types hardcore didn’t bother me like some people seem to think it does. I will admit it wasn’t my preference though. I was on her side and Priya could do no wrong and I would support her no matter what she decided to do as long as she was happy. That wasn’t false on my part. I would even do that after the Busty Loads stuff although that would have stretched it to its absolute…absolute limit. THAT person I would do that for, and still would. That person doesn’t exist, and the more time that goes on I starting to realize she might never have existed. Nobody is an angel but maybe I ignored too many things for too long because she was “Priya”. By no means think this is the first time she has pissed people off. When former co-workers, friends, and people she has worked for started not to like her because of what she has done maybe I should have taken better notice. Oh, I rationalized some of it by thinking it was just business, (again probably money) or she was getting older and needed to make as much money as possible, or that they were just upset and going too far. That she isn’t really this or that or a flake (and I hear she is an incredibly big flake part of the reason she is now around thirty before making it in the business) Maybe I should have realized that it’s more likely what they say is true. I doubt there was some conspiracy against her. Maybe I’m just another step on the path to bridges she has burned, and she has burned them…or maybe more accurately taken a flamethrower to them..........