Personality Disorders

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Anyone here, believe themselves to be, or have been properly diagnosed - as being the avoidant personality disorder, schizoid personality disorder, anti social personality disorder, or borderline personality disorder? I realize that the Internet can become another medium for those, ‘different,’ to communicate.

I am just interested if anyone is living their lives with these alleged, ‘afflictions.’
 

squallumz

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Anyone here, believe themselves to be, or have been properly diagnosed - as being the avoidant personality disorder, schizoid personality disorder, anti social personality disorder, or borderline personality disorder? I realize that the Internet can become another medium for those, ‘different,’ to communicate.

I am just interested if anyone is living their lives with these alleged, ‘afflictions.’

i used to date a schizophrenic. she was awesome. it wasnt like she was talking to herself when we went out, i didnt even know at first. the only weird things she did was: meet me the same night the first time we chatted online, in the middle of dinner she flipped her hair over at me and made me play with it, and she threw a fork at me in dennys. she was emotionally unstable, she would suck her roommate off and they werent even together. she just did it just to do it. she also did that to me when i picked her up the first time we met. what an impression. (also she loved to talk about going down on girls) (yum!)

this story could go on and on.

as for me, i was diagnosed prozac back in the day. i didnt take it though. they thought i was depressed and i had different ideas so after looking into all the side-effects of that crap, i threw the prescription away. i mean hey, it was my girlfriend that killed herself, not me. so theres another for your books, my gf off'd herself back in the day so she was kinda messed up. but maybe something was wrong with me because during that period of time, all i seemed to be attracted to was depressed people and/or sluts and/or drug addicts, etc.

my last ex, oh man. she was bulimic or something. plus she was into speed. not to mention the first night i met her we had sex with her bf in the room right next to us. (he was passed out). we hooked up after that for a long time. she was messed up in the head. also, a long story.

in short, im pretty familiar with mental disorders now. :1orglaugh
 

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i mean hey, it was my girlfriend that killed herself, not me. so theres another for your books, my gf off'd herself back in the day so she was kinda messed up. but maybe something was wrong with me because during that period of time, all i seemed to be attracted to was depressed people and/or sluts and/or drug addicts, etc.

Did she possess a life history of doing drastic things, in general?
 

Legzman

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Does A.D.D. count?
 

squallumz

knows petras secret: she farted.
Did she possess a life history of doing drastic things, in general?

not that i know of. i knew something was up though at the beginning of our relationship. every time i called her, her mom said she was sleeping. she also used to take downers all the time.
 

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not that i know of. i knew something was up though at the beginning of our relationship. every time i called her, her mom said she was sleeping. she also used to take downers all the time.

Oh okay, the reasoning behind me asking was because I assumed that those that finally possess the courage to commit suicide, have a history of doing drastic things.

This may sound controversial, but I carry respect for those that can overcome the fear instinct, of death.
 

Torre82

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Dementia with a dab of sociopathic tendencies.

Or basically..my whole family has to remember to act *normal* in public and that *people* actually have feelings. Doesnt work so well, really. What that means.. we all dont get embarassed from anything.. the line between right and wrong is often mistaken and people often say we dont act our age, follow most rules or ever act in any kind of predictable manner.

And as far as the net providing relief from reality.. absolutely. Sometimes the daydreams of curbstomping people for their fake smiles and feigned interest is just intolerable. Reality is a claymore anti-personnel mine lined with Precious Moments(R)-themed pictures and little pink feathers. I find people often align themselves with vain causes and have extreme confirmational bias and an unnerving ability to both discount and yet induce little travesties against their fellow humans every single damned day. So they buy a hybrid car or send a dollar to starving stickpeople in Africa.. but on that same token they dont notice their kids are lonely, misguided and hitting other children at school. People complain about the power bill but put dollar-store bulbs in every lamp, blast the A/C and buy only namebrand items.

People argue about the souls of unborn babies and what constitutes decency on a frickin' BATTLEFIELD.. senators bash and promotie anti-gay laws.. and then a week later resign after an expose on their gay lifestyle. People talk just to talk. People say things like "It's so quiet in here I can hear myself think." and.. I just dont like people that arent related to me, generally. Unless they're drunk. Then they dont bullsh!t, they say what's on their mind and dont repress their desire to say this or do that.

And here is a picture of Bea Arthur wrestling a Velociraptor.
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I'm quite sure I'm a bit of a sociopath.

I've read so many Internet people say that.

Have you ever used a Dr. Hannibal Lecter avatar, on another message forum? Are you a fan of Nine Inch Nails by chance, and are you a self-styled nihilist?
 

Legzman

what the fuck you lookin at?
Sure, we can discuss that. How was focusing on school assignments, for you? How would you fare attempting to sit down, read, and fully-understand a chemistry text book?

I've been diagnosed with it already a few years ago! To little to late I guess. In school, I couldn't concentrate for shit. I was always day dreaming or doing something other than paying attention and taking notes.

Some people think it's a made up line of bullshit to defend kids who suck at school. But if you've got it, you know it's real!
 
In that case I'm not sure people are using it correctly. A sociopath is similar to a psychopath, only it is generally considered a socially triggered disorder than a biological. Essentially, a psychopath doesn't know the difference between right and wrong, whereas a sociopath doesn't care. I have a number of traits you generally find in sociopaths, though not quite as severe as the more explicit cases. Specifically, I'm not overly concerned with right and wrong, I have trouble feeling empathy. I'm pretty much a cold hearted bastard and not particularly concerned about it. I'm not sure if that indicates I'm a sociopath or simply deeply cynical.
 

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I've been diagnosed with it already a few years ago! To little to late I guess. In school, I couldn't concentrate for shit. I was always day dreaming or doing something other than paying attention and taking notes.

Some people think it's a made up line of bullshit to defend kids who suck at school. But if you've got it, you know it's real!

It's more tragic: if you're really intelligent but boldly can't handle the school environment, and your grades, thus, suffer. A lot of times intellectual works seem to be really rooted in the personality, one really has to have the personality type to be a fan of Star Trek and desire to work in a lab when they are older.

It must have sucked for you, if your parents were really tyrannical, and made you feel worthless because of your grades.
 

Legzman

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They never made me feel worthless. They always said I was smart and I'd do well in anything I tried, if I just applied myself. And they were right, but I found very little that interested me enough to pursue long enough and apply myself at to become successful!

I managed to get an associates degree in auto tech. That took 4 years when it should have only taken 2 as I fucked off even more in college! Now I don't even work on cars for a living anymore as it got to the point I didn't like it anymore. Now I fear I'm destined to failure! I've taken adderal for this and it does help, I find I clean the fuck out of anything in site when I'm on it though! So I keep a few pills around for house work, comes in real handy!
 
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