I hate to admit it but as a long time fan since 2004, if I remember correctly and multiple time member, I have started to really lose interest. One can only be so patient. I guess I had that ''hope'' that with the years, Nikki would get full nude and maybe do hardcore but these days are long gone and with each ''new'' updates, I find myself caring less and less. As a fan, I am very dissapointed with how things turned out but that's the way it is and I have accepted it. Best of success to Nikki in whatever she does in her life but I'm not subbing ever again.