Well I appreciate that honey but trust me I do NOT always look hot. haha. If only you could see me now and NO I am NOT taking pic. hahaha. I am up with insomnia. I am in army green thermal underwear and a grey tank top with no make up and deep conditioner in my hair with a shower cap on over it and a knit beanie over that to create heat for absorbtion. Gots to keep the hair silky. It's a lot of work being a female.lol. I finished all of my articles for the magazines and turned them in tonight. I haven't had ANY caffiene since early this morning and yet...I just can't sleep. I have the ocassional night time anxiety and tonight I am having it. It's mild tonight but it's one of those nights where I can't stop thinking about stuff and in certain respects I am borderline paranoid at this point. In the past 24 hours I have had several illegal pics posted in my thread. I have gotten them all removed but one so far but it has been reported. Some were joke photos taken with an ex of mine from 11 years ago! They were private and he wasn't even naked but how in the fuck did someone get a hold of them and why are they being passed around the internet illegally? No releases. No ID's and no permission. That's like someone going into your home and taking private pics from your photos album and posting them online against your will. It's a massive violation of not only your privacy but THE LAW! In addition to that I now have some other person posting pics that I own the rights to for my site
www.nikkinova.com EXCLUSIVELY and they are posted on some fucking site called milf something or another illegally?! Did I just get called a fucking milf ON TOP of having my photos robbed from me?! WTF?! Milf is "mom I'd like to fuck". I am NOT a mom and that term has always creeped me out. I would rather be called a slut than a fucking milf for fuck sake! GROSS!!! Now on top of that you might also remember the post I made when it was Vanilla DeVille's birthday and people were saying she was "still hot". If you don't remember it then look at my previous post in this thread and click on the link I posted for chickenlvr69.
I got SO MANY messages and emails from women in the biz thanking me SO MUCH for finally saying that. It was like a took a load off of their shoulders and said what they were affraid to. I have had NO PROBLEMS for months and now all of a sudden several times in less than 2 days from sveral different sources. It feels like the more my thread catches on or is gaining attention or God forbid the more I talk about the changes I am making in my life to vere it in a different direction I get these people that just want to irritate me and make it as difficult as possible. Kind of like their way of saying " NO..this is who you are and we define it and you have no say in the matter."
I'm sure I am just overthinking it and it possibly is just a co-incidence but tonight...it's annoying me and now it's off my chest.
What do you guys think? Do you think I am being oversensitive and overthinking or is it in fact kind of an "odd" co-incidence?
xoxoxo
Nikki Nova
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