Neesa (Redhead MILF)

[member9999986]

Hi Yuspeedy".Welcome aboard! I know I mentioned it before on this thread..In 98 I made friends w a women who did a few magazine layouts.I wanted that fame too.But I was in a relationship.When I left the relationship in 1999,I was approached by a sleazy local photographer.I figured that would be sweet revenge on the ex.He heard about it and i am sure it hurt.

SOon after I did a few magazines,I stared doing g/g and solo films.Can u imagine being my ex and having to tell your friends,"My girl left me and 2 weeks later she became a porn star".Ouch! So the reason was pure revenge,and exhibition.

I certainly didn't get in for the $.It sux.Average pay w/o a condom is $800 a video which usually takes most of ur day btwn travel/makeup,etc..Plus we have to pay for out blood wk every 30 days $120,not to mention put our health on the line.The test shows if we got an STD 30 days ago,or prior to.SO if the guy I wked with fucked a girl w AIDS the night before and got it,so would I.It's not that I didn't know this before,its that I was careless.The fact is,I have been in enough relationships where I wasnt using a condom bcause I trusted them,and they cheated w/o a condom.So it's inevitable.

The reason why I don't want to start an agency is because,I dont like most the people I meet in the adult business.I have a hard time being around them.I have no patience for people that think they are hot shit.And I will bring them back 2 reality w my words.Plus u have to depend on flaky porn stars.It would make me angry.The strip clubs are bad enough.

 

[member9999986]

wow! That Pissed on Pornstars was fr the max hairlip-core vid I was raped in.Haha.And then I went to the police station to report it.And then coincid. the FBI raided his house.Hmmmm.Strong women who fight for their rights to parrrrty! That's me !

 

[666HeX666]

Trawled the internet looking for pics of ‘Neesa’, stumbled on this.

Quite enjoyed the whole ranting ‘Don’t judge me I’m a strong woman who says what she wants’ thing. Especially over what seem in the main to be fairly innocuous comments.

I’m still a big fan even if you are a bit nutty.

 

[member9999986]

Hi 666,etc..Welcome to the board.I am very flattered and impressed that you took the time to search for pics of mua.And that my comments motivated you to make your first post.I have that effect on people.
I am not a bit nutty.I'm fucking crazy for real.Lotsa great qualities,but on or off camera extremely opinionated,a handful,a nightmare..etc..Tell me something I don't know.
But,I am not harmful to others.And I have a big problem for those who have harmed me.

 

[shoosbak]

thanks neesa for being so down to earth and warm to ur fans, it's very nice of u. it's really valuable for me to see u spend ur time like this with ur fans, much appreciate it and wish u good luck in future i hope i get a chance to see u once in person, it'll be my pleasure, keep up the good work

 

[666HeX666]

Hi Neesa, I’m glad you feel flattered about being my favourite glamour girl and you can be assured I wouldn’t have bothered joining ‘FreeOnes’ for anyone else at the moment, the cooky personality was a deal sealer but I probably would have said hi even if you had turned out to be a dullard.

I love your look and I think it’s an incredibly hard look to pull off without looking anaemic and pasty, especially in front of a camera, yet you manage to do it with added sparkle. I love the slight punky aspect and I love that, unusually, it isn’t ruined by endless piercing. Also thanks for replying to my original post, it’s a nice buzz to read something directed at me by someone who has acted as a muse and unwitting ‘life’ model from time to time and of course helped me #cough# entertain myself so much over the last few years.

On to my main point:

I always think it’s a bit of a shame that if a girl doesn’t have a website or fan club it’s hard to show your support for her in order to nudge the industry along and to show she has a solid fan base or indeed let her flourish on her own away from it. If you like a band you can buy their album, if you like an author you can buy his/her book and show your appreciation by lining their pockets. Apart from voting on that ‘MILF’ website and telling you personally on here it’s hard to know what to do to show one’s appreciation and I guess now you are out of the industry too late anyway. So apart from pushing clarinet reeds up Max’s toenails (as I don’t think prison would be an environment I would enjoy) is there anyway a fan might go about encouraging you back into modelling, especially solo sets? (I’m thinking tight black corset with wine trim a choker and black stilettos, funky though, not overly gothic, I’ll stop now it’s not good to torture myself)

Sincerely hoping your spells reach their targets.

HeX

 

[NYC1]

I second 666's assessment.

and you are hot Nessa.

 

[yuspeedy]

Hello Neesa,

Thanks for the welcome...

One of my favorite hobby is photography, some years ago, was working at the newspaper agency (as a webmaster, not photo) and I have hooked myself more into photography, had and still have a bunch of friends who make their living with their trusted cameras,asked them a LOT of questions...

Had a chance and pleasure going abroad with them, on a photo gathering, and learned a great deal,first hand,
all sorts of photo shoots... nature, models....
Honestly this was the biggest hit (positive) on the whole trip, learned a lot from the models, got an insight into their world, how they see it, what are the reasons to begin this kind of work in the 1st place.

Usually ppl think that if a girl poses naked she is put into a basket called prostitute, but thats wrong....actually it only shows how small, and narrow minded ppl know to be.

There I met my gf, she was working as one of the hired photo model....
Like I said, learned from models a lot, changed my views, getting an insight into their world, as they see it.

She was and still is gorgeus, great face, great body... body like every girl dreams about...nothing too big, too small.

She was well aware of her body and took care of herself... posed/model at art classes, photo shoots.
Her reason was financial at the beggining, but later she just wanted to make a mark of her own, you could say more like a memory of her own not fame.
Time passes by, and girls look at their best in their 20's , and later in the 30's they get pushed back by the younger models, family , kids etc...

Going under the knife helps, but time still goes by....

So this was her way to have a good memory of herself. When she will be old and "wrinkled" (not posing anymore)
she can hold proudly a photo in her hand or to gaze at a statue that was made during those art classes.
Even if at some time her kids would see it, she has nothing to hide, that's her, how she looked like in her 20s-30s...

Dont't get me wrong , she never took pictures in sleazy mags, but she was interested why do girls get into that business.
Little insight, maybe some of you dont quite know, hungarian women were allways stood out from the rest of the market, They are not afraid to show their faces, body as nature has given to them, and they look more "womanlike", meaning here for the curves and the body form.....


For your ex, maybe am asking too much here, but what was the problem with him ?
Can't remember you said anything about him .... was he the lazy bastard , never take care of others then himself ?
What he was or wasn't doing that made him an ex ?
Of course if you don't wanna answer on these questions, I'll understand , no problem....


How can you manage dental work and strip clubbing ?

 

[member9999986]

"Yuspeedy"-Wow,that was a loooong one.I kinda skimmed through it.I don't always read a long one completely..First of all I get personal with certain things.Others I don't elaborate in..So for those who don't know what he's talking about..

I mentioned earlier that I got into porn for vengeance on an ex.I don't need to give anymore information than that.Why would I?
A.That was many years ago,I'm over it,Cmon.
B.Why would you ask such personal questions?Will it make your day better to know how I suffered in my past?
C.It almost sounds to me like u r one of my ex's trying to get info out of me.
D.I'm fucking intellegent.
E. Would you like it if I asked you questions about your dead grandma? Seriously.That's like me asking someone on the board from NY if they had anyone close to them dies on 9/11.

Now,maybe that's normal to ask questions like that in your country, so I will cut you a little slack.But one more dumb question and I will block your postings so I don't have to read them.And yeah,my personal shit is not your,or anybodys business,unless I choose to share it.I don't blast people I have been friends with or involved with, online.That is cruel and I believe in karma.Not too manetion,I wouldn't give them the satisfaction.

I only blast people that I worked with and they disrespected me,and those who hurt me physically such as max.Being that it is a porn talk site,I am making a difference when I blast those in the business.

And,I modeled for sleazy porn mags and if that makes me a prostitute,than that I am.And I say it proud.In fact,I have a license to be a prostitute where it's legal so sorry to ruin your image of me.But I'm a legal whore sometimes and I'm damn good at it..

Many men,esp. outside of the US where women are looked down upon,get uncomfortable when women are proud of themselves,their body,their work,confident,etc..

I love the way society feels that if a women poses for Playboy,that's classy.I pose for Swank,etc and I am frowned upon.If I am posing nude alone in my content,it's the same as a women posing nude in Playboy.If a celebrity poses in Playboy,it's considered ,"Free spirit" or "Expressing herself"..

When I did adult content I wanted to be the raunchy girl.The one you call whore while you're fucking me.And you know what?It takes the power away from the man which is why some men don't like an assertive women such as myself.I don't care if people say I'm a slut,whore,etc..You're damn right.And who pays this bitch?Men do.

So wheter your girl posed nude for art class,for arts sake,etc..Your girl posed naked for money and at least 1 guy went home and jacked off to the thought.Hope it made your day.'
Xoxox Neesa

 

[666HeX666]

Heh, what a firebrand.

 

[rockstar73]

Thanks Neesa! Yeah, a beautiful woman can always put fear in a guy but me it's always about being yourself. and that certainly is not creepy or ugly.
How the heck do I send you a picture of me on this board?
as for me, in case you wondered, I manage actors/actresses here in L.A.
How do I send you a private message?

 

[yuspeedy]

I get the feeling like you got very offended by my questions,
sorry if I made you feel that way, I just like to be direct ....

Plus if you dont want to answer some questions I have no problem with it....
you just say no, or like you said it was many years ago....ancient history, and thats that....no more questions.


"E. Would you like it if I asked you questions about your dead grandma? Seriously.That's like me asking someone on the board from NY if they had anyone close to them dies on 9/11."

You can ask ANY questions you want....but, will you get an answer is a different story....
I do have the same privileges NOT to answer....


So if you gonna give me some slack, or not....doesn't make any difference to me

My opinion is, women should be proud of themselves,their body,their work,confident,etc..I encourage it.
The ONLY thing that women CAN and men CAN'T do is give birth to a new life.....
everything else can be done by both sides....
....the hoover, iron, kitchen sink.... is NOT just a female tool....

....work is work.Either you do it or don't.

"I love the way society feels ......"
I really don't give a dime what that so called "society" feels or likes....
Have a mind of your own and don't be afraid to use it.

"So wheter your girl posed nude for art class,for arts sake,etc..Your girl posed naked for money and at least 1 guy went home and jacked off to the thought.Hope it made your day."

I knew that even before I got involved with her.
Guy goes home and jacks off...whatever....
I have the girl next to me....Living, breathing, feeling...not some picture.

Hope I clarified some things and once again sorry if my questions offended you in any way.

 

[member9999986]

Its all good Yuspeedy.
I forgot to address "666"..

is there anyway a fan might go about encouraging you back into modelling, especially solo sets? (I’m thinking tight black corset with wine trim a choker and black stilettos, funky though, not overly gothic,

At this point I am just not into it,unless the big name companies offered me work.I'm just not interested,plus I am so bitter at the porn industry.I am a post-goth.I had that whole look going from age 16-about 30.Every now and then I bust out my dark club wear and go out...But I am kinda over it.

And it only attracted guys that use charm and looks to hide behind selfish,self-centered,arrogant men with a small amt. of $ or no job at all...I had a shaved head and long black bangs(A devil lock hair style).I was fucking cool!

This was back in 94 when I got a lot of shit for being original.These days kids/people are more accepting to originality.They have it easier when it comes to that.But if people gave me shit,I always gave it back.I didn't get bullied or anything.In my 7th grade year book picture I was wearing a Motley Crue t-shirt(1987) and I had my last name changed to "Michaels" for the yearbook.Referring to Bret Michaels from Poison".Pre-rock of love.(See how old school I am.Hahaha). I used to be heavily involved in the fetish scene.I started partaking it fetish shows in 94,just after I graduated high school.I had a few latex outfits,etc..I did a few photo shoots with fetish gear on,but I didn't want to be type casted,so those shoots were very limited.

I was a goth/fetish girl in my real life.I wanted to play different rols in my work like.Like,"Girl Next door"(Which I so wasn't),passive/subserviant girl(Not that either).I think I am still on the cover of www.analangel.com
with angel wings..That was one of the fetish shoots.

Funny thing about that shoot was..Another ex of mine pissed me off.So while he was away on vacation,I shot some solo porn behind his back.I quit doing adult content just b 4 I met him.But I decided for vengeance to do some more work.

You can see the look of scandel in my face on that shoot.I wish I had pics from it.I don't even know how to get it.He never found out.So while he was playing out of town on vacation and having fun..He had no idea his girl was posing nude for $,and for the whole internet.world to see.Damn I am evil.

 

[ragers79]

damn Neesa!

you are one of the most beautiful women on the net and you're deff one of my favorites. too bad you left the business. i'd love to see more stuff from you.

 

[666HeX666]

Neesa[/URL][/B], post: 1726050, member: 83072"]it only attracted guys that use charm and looks to hide behind selfish,self-centered,arrogant men with a small amt. of $ or no job at all...

You sound like my Ex, 'All style and no money' was the charge I believe.:2 cents:

 

[member9999986]

My real name is NOT important.It's also private for obvious safety reasons.I am not your coworker at an office..I am a former porn actress who has been seen naked by you guys,and many others.

Posting my real name will only cause legal issues to those persons in the future.And don't think for a sec that I wouldn't find out all you rinformation and post it.Including your damn bank acct #'s.If you post personal things about people on the net,and it causes problems,there are laws to protect us,and computer hackers that can find out who you are.

You know I am a crazy bitch.

Thanks for understanding "Cent".

 

[member9999986]

reading back on "Cent0909"s postings..He posts the same question aimed at different porn actresses,"What's her real name" Hmmmm.Any psychologists out there?

 

[TAZ123]

Neesa is the shit! So don't piss her off

 

[cogornolp]

what was your favorite scene, and why?

 

[member9999986]

Milflessons 7.I look the best there out of all my vids.But I must say,my body looks better now.I am very toned now.And my ass is smaller.I was 98 pounds in Milf 7 I am 95 now.
My 2nd fave was my look in Milfcruiser,but iv never seen it so I dont know how the actual scene is.
Next my fave is Hustlers Barely legal #28