Just telling it how it is. You're a
Fredrick's of Hollywood glamour beauty caught in a curvy, top-heavy body that the FCC would feel driven to fine any mainstream outlet if they showed you fully clothed on TV. I never understood why women, who are voluptuously shaped in the traditional sense (not just breasts, which are just a "bonus"), find themselves being treated as a liability by US media, and avoided. It just drives me up-the-wall that you're not a model pulling down high 7 figures/year, even if just neck-up, because you're just such an angelic presence beyond your figure.
I mean, the first time I saw you, I had this rush far beyond what I had the first time I saw Cindy Margolis (and I was younger then too). I quickly started drawing comparisons between you and allegedly "voluptuous" (according to that same "mainstream" viewpoint) Frederique van der Val, but even that was a stretch, for Frederique neck-up, not you (and neck-down is not even comparable). You were far so more lovely, and then so curvy, and then it all came together. And I'm normally a brunette lover, but there's always that extremely rare blonde that smacks me on my ass. You did. The only other blonde, adult model that has ever done this to me ... ever as far as I can remember ... is Slovenian Cassandra, who I compared to Kathy Ireland for her very defined jawline, and then Cassandra has that perfect, curvy, and far wider hourglass.
So as much as I profess as loving brunettes and wanting hourglass figures, I'm a sucker for an one-in-a-million blonde that is a bit more apple shaped with a more jutting bust atop, while still having a great, tighter tail. Now since I'm starting to sound like a broken record, or that I have some ulterior motive, I'll shut up now. I'm sure other members will start quoting me with TL;DR. I guess to put it more bluntly, you are the most unreal, enchanting presence to ever come out of Pinup Glam, period, end-of-story, ever, and that's a lot of top stunners and curves.
Well fuck, you're not leaving many days to any other women. And I have no problem with that.

And with regards to voting, someone over in Sandee Westgate's thread says she's the hottest 33 he's ever seen. While I won't indulge into comparisons between OCSMs here, I'd have to complement his statement with you being the hottest 32. Combined with your continued posts, I'm voting for you and will not be reserved in saying I hope you win. I really appreciate your engaging us, which is something above and beyond any expectations any of us should have (especially for those who are not members of your site).
Very sorry to hear. Stay in bed, rest, get better. Everyone needs you healthy.
As much as I love your angelic (sorry to overuse that word, but I rarely attach it to any woman), almost "princess" level of presence in modelling that is completely unmatched, God knows I prefer these types of shots. Because the real fantasy isn't about the model you take to bed, but the real woman you **** up with. You just made mine, beyond anything you posted prior. :heart:
Besides, with you having the flu, there's always that intimate fantasy of taking care of someone. As much as I really **** seeing my wife sick, I do have to say the little pleasures of taking care of her seemingly fill that portion of my heart that isn't completed by something else. It's not so much as that "Damsel in Distress" hero, but more of that, "She looks to me when she's vulnerable" type of comfort. I love a good, strong, self-sufficient woman (let alone one that is more intelligent than I), but sometimes that coddling provides a little reminder that not everyone is invulnerable, and we need to give them every attention and provide every console when every moment is causing them discomfort.
BTW, how is Jelena these days? I remember Erica Campbell always said she was even far more beautiful in person. Jelena is still the woman I view as the ultimate, brunette supermodel poster, the one I ask of others (often when they're drooling over some brunette actress with far fewer curves), "and how does she compare to Jelena Jensen?" I'm also glad she found a partner she felt comfortable with, and to share with us all. That, along with both yourself and Angela White (who is also stunning in a "casual" shoot) embracing similar, on-screen performances, was the hardcore trifecta of the year or so I never, ever expected prior (but love, maybe a little too much).