Madelyn seems to be pretty happy tonight.Ramon gave a surprise appearance.http://img154.yfrog.com/img154/3244/lcun.jpg
Madelyn
Being a pornstar,don't you feel uncomfortable interacting with people outside the industry,such as friends/family members/classmates?
You should dedicate one post to how fellow students/professors treat you.A prof drooling at you would be exciting.
Civillian vs Porn
As I have stated before I am not the typical porn girl. I actually do not relate well with most girls in the adult industry to be honest.. The funny thing is that I have more in common and get along better with the males in the adult world especially the ones that are very business minded. I am a 23 year old with the mind of a 50 year old.. With that said the civilian world is not uncomfortable for me at all. When I am out and about socializing be it at the barn or a restaurant I am not open about my job nor do I welcome questioning about it. If someone recognizes me in public and I am with a group of civilian friends I will excuse myself from the group so I can give a little one on one time with my fan for a photo, autograph, or just conversation..
The only thing that has changed since being in the adult industry is that I have always had guy friends... Strictly platonic guy friends.. Once I entered the adult industry the new girl friends or flings that never knew me before adult do not care for me which in return makes it hard for my friends and I to keep our friendship.. I always offer to take everyone to dinner so the new girl can meet me (not madelyn) and actually see that I am a very normal person in a very committed marriage.. Some times they get it and some times they cant get over it... either way I always try to make everyone comfortable.
Yes, I have classmates and professors that know about my job but no one has ever been disrespectful nor do we talk about it. Its a job for me not a life style. I do not sleep around off set nor do I share my husband. We are normal people with normal daily lives when we are not on sets..