Re: ******************* / Karina
Eldebahia, does the fact she's been with other men make her less desireable? Why? Ukraine is desperately poor, and virtually all women there will sell a small piece of themselves to gain a little security. But the pride, the self respect, grows back if it's only occasionally, only when in need. Under those circumstances, there is no other way. But she is also a kind person who needs and enjoys friends.
For reference, I copied her advertisement from the 3 months she was here in the U.S.A. before it was taken off the web. I wish I'd had time to spend an hour or two with her. It would, I'm certain, have been one of the most lovely moments in my life, but I was in France on business at the time. If you'd like, I could send you a copy of the add. I also saw a picture of her in a Russian porn movie, but only one.
She does it when she has to, but tries to make a real living when she can. I actually think that shows the lady has class. With her good looks, think how easy it would be to surrender, to become nothing more than full time courtesan. And yet, she isn't like that. I think the "Professional" times are only a small part of her, and I hope she's safe and has a good time when they happen.
This is a complex woman, one who still appreciates beauty, life, and art. If she has a regular boyfriend, I think he's a lucky man. Physical pleasure can be had with anyone, but if I had a lady like that coming home to me afterward, I'd think how sad it must be for other men to have only the smallest part of her for a few moments. I'd think how lucky I was to have her heart, to hold her close all night long, and think how the other men must envy me. The rest wouldn't matter at all.
My friend, sex without love is pleasant, but nothing to plan a life around. There is a person there inside the pretty shell, a strong and elegant person. Appreciate both sides, both different parts of a beautiful and exciting woman.