Sorry man.
The last four years I've just been losing friends left and right. 2 cancers, 1 car accident, 1 seizure, 1 guy forgot his meds and never woke up. And to top it all, both parents and my brother probably aren't going to see the end of the year. So I'm basically to the point where I'm wondering where my ass ends and the ground begins.
Figure out what you still have and give it a great big hug.
Come to think of it......Hey Ace, wanna be bestest buddies? (I'm a believer in trends)