What I've always wondered while watching D/s scenes is if they're staged or the real deal. Are boundaries pushed until it's over or you say your safe word....or is it all pre-agreed upon and staged? Do they really hit you with the flogger enough to make it hurt or is it just for looks?
It is all real! The company that I have shot those few scenes with is very good with me. They only shoot bondage stuff, so they are complete professionals. I do get a little uneasy when doing these scenes, but it always turns out okay. I love doing the solo ones, and they loved how those came out, so they asked me if I'd work with Derrick Pierce for a scene. Derrick is a good friend of mine, so I was okay. Honestly, during the first set, my legs were tied together, my hands tied behind my back, and I was face down on a mattress. When they first put that gag on me, I freaked out. I almost didn't do the scene. It scared me and I suddenly felt like I couldn't breathe! But, Derrick and I sat there for a few minutes, talked, and he eased me up. All of the slapping and spanking (and flogging!) is real. We do have a safe word, but I've never used it! Personally, I LOVE to be slapped across the face. In my case, you just can't do it hard enough. I don't like my ass to get beat up, though! It's a lot more sensitive than my face. I never had anyone use a flogger on me before, and when Derrick first started cracking me across the ass with it, I was thinking, "Okay, it's not too bad." But, he went harder and harder. I actually screaming really loud and started crying at one point! Don't think they put that in the final cut! I fucking hurt! But, if you watch the whole scene, I was talking back and being a bitch they whole time, until after he fucked up my ass with the flogger! I was a little more obedient then!
After the scene, Derrick and I chatted about it. He said he'd love to do it again because he knows he can push me know. I don't give in very easily, and I cannot completely submit to someone... and I can take a beating like a champ! I love shooting this kind of stuff, and I'm planning on doing a lot more in the future!
