I don't know. I just hate how I can't get a gf. I'm a 22 y/o virgin who's actually never been kissed.
currently on my 4th of 9 vicodin then I'm going to cut. I just have come to a conclusion that this is the best option.
Wow, man. You are fucking weak. I'm not even gonna sugarcoat it. I thought you had tougher problems, but this is bs. Go out more, quit sitting fucking home - I'm willing to bet this is the root of your problems, you sit at home and feel sorry for yourself that you don't have friends and in doing so you don't go to any social places. Go to clubs, go with a friend and just socialize get better at it and just walk up to girls saying Hi. Most will respond and you at least if not get laid that night, will feel better you've spoken to one.. BABY STEPS. It will push your comfort zone and you'll feel you're able to socialize.. then before you know it, you'll have a girl. It takes hard work though. Quit feeling sorry for yourself. Get off medication for depression. I've been through so much shit, never took a pill for depression.