I've always had girlfriends and liked girls since I first discovered about sex. My fantasies were always about women when since I first started to masturbate. seeing naked chicks got me harder. and I also had a fantasy about dominant women and getting dominated by them but not getting fu**ed with a strap-on. I've been with a shemale one time when I was drunk and that caused me a trauvma. It didn't look so bad to me before I did it but when I've done it it felt so bad that I puked. but yesterday when I saw some shemale/tranny pic.s I got erected and that penis on a women got me a little erected or something like that I couldn't get why. I don't have a passive fantasy. but I like to be dominated in bed by women as I told before. is that penis on the shemale something dominant?? is that why I like it? I have a gf and I live too many things with her. what's wrong with me?
Is that shemale thing is something gay? or do I have gay inclination? please help me I feel so bad.
thank you.
For my 2 cents, I don't think you're "gay" if that's your concern. I'm of the opinion that we are all, on some level or another, actually bisexual. Human sexuality is incredibly complex and we all have thoughts, feelings, and desires that we may never admit to. The key to it all is honesty between you and your partner. Hopefully, that comes with understanding...which would lead to a greater sexual happiness and fulfillment. Obviously, "deviant" sexuality is problematic in conservative society, and forums like this go a long way towards changing that perception! Keep on looking and fantasizing. I know I do!
