Perhaps you could aspre to something else? Are you just going to sit around and wait for the economy to get better, or change yourself. The economy is a moving target.
A person needs time and money to 'get better'. Geez you sound like a self-help book. Like someone who chants 'Every problem you have is your own fault!'
Nope. It's vanity to think we have such huge control of our own lives. We're at the whims of random bullshit that comes our way. Some people roll the dice only get lucky sevens. Some people.. refuse to roll the dice cuz it has only fucked us over further.