...wonder why your girlfriend says she needs a break during the holidays, then she tells you she has a crush on someone (a coworker) who makes her think of you but says he's less funny then be told you've done nothing wrong, she needs to clear her head and makes no promises but now since it's the holidays you've got to put on a "fake face" while visiting the folks and in-laws, you're freaking out inside because you don't want to lose her and have your life put through a super painful rollercoaster but feel like she's slipping away no matter what you do, fearing everything you do is against you?
So I've been dumped near my brithday and Christmas and this sucks as hell and....