I know the feeling exactly. While i don't watch solo videos or anything like that, i do find myself watching a scene and thinking to myself that the guy's cock may look rather nice. I don't find guys attractive and don't want anything else other than to suck it (although if i'm totally honest i am a little curious what it would feel like getting fucked) but the thought of kissing etc. another guy is a no no to me.
Like you though, lots of my fantasies either involve gangbanging a girl or being in her position myself. What's more is that i do consider myself straight (not looking to open a can of worms, just my own opinion) so if i was 'set upon' in that way i would resist and it would a forced scenario which would make it hotter!
oh my :rubbel:
If that's true (or even if it isn't) it sounds like a great time!
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Now for my actual answer to the question. I have experimented, once. I was 19 and it had been a long time since i had last been with a girl and my confidence was low, i watch porn a lot and had started wondering what it would be like to suck a dick. i had found out about a site (craigslist) and put up an add myself but got lots of spam and decided to leave it. A couple of weeks later i was really horny again and still hadn't had any more action so decided to check again to find someone in my local area had put up an add just an hour or two before. I replied to the ad and got a picture of the guys cock, it was uncut and didn't look like a pornstars that i had seen so often but he continued to text me and i had a few hours free so i (somehow) went along with it.
I walked down the road a short way and waited until he came along and picked me up in his car. He was probably about 30-35 years old and seemed like a regular straight guy and mentioned his girlfriend which made me feel a lot better straight away, we chatter about different things and it almost felt like i was just in the car with a mate. He drove for about 10 minutes and we came up towards a local wooded area that was a bit out of the way from most people, as we approached it i've got to admit i was really really nervous. I suddenly realised what i was actually about to do and it felt real, being in his car there was no turning back for me which was a strange feeling to say the least! We pulled over next to the woods and he asked about getting started but a car went past and i felt like it was too open. We decided to get out of the car and walked for quite a while into the woods, it seemed miles away from anything and like a safe place so i went over near a tree and turned to face him. He quickly looked around to make sure before dropping his trousers. He pressed on my shoulder slightly as a signal for me to drop to my knees which i promptly did. I started to feel his cock through his boxers for a while but nothing much happened, he told me it would get harder quicker with my lips around it as he pulled his boxers down. I was now in the middle of a woods, miles away from anywhere on my knees with an older guy's cock staring me straight in the face.
I've seen tons of porn and hundreds of blowjobs so figured i would have a bit of an advantage over most other 'beginners' and he knew i hadn't done anything like this before which helped as well. I did however have braces which as you can imagine made me worry a little bit but it didn't really seem to affect things too much. I lifted his flaccid cock and placed it in my mouth. It felt nothing like i would imagine, especially as it didn't start hard so it was rather soft and 'squidgy' i slowly started to get in to it and began working my neck back and forth sucking his dick, and after a short while i started to feel it getting bigger and harder in my mouth.
I put one hand down my boxers (i still had my joggers on) and pulled out my cock so i could wank while i sucked him off as it was starting to excite me more and i was relaxing into it slightly. After a while he was fully hard and i was now sucking on a stiff cock as if it was a regular thing. It wasn't huge but it was still too much for me to do in one go, i kept choking and gagging slightly as it was rather fat and i felt like i should get as much of it into my mouth as possible so it would feel better for him. I stopped once or twice for a second or two to catch my breath and ask him if i was doing ok, to which he replied 'yeah it's great keep sucking'. I carried on sucking as instructed for a few more minutes and i began to feel his hips moving with me. I slowed down to catch my breath but he told me not to stop so i sped up and got as much of his cock down my throat as i could on each suck. He sped up his hip thrusts and told me he was going to cum (i guess as a polite warning) i had thought from the start that if i was going to suck dick then i would swallow what i was given so i simply bobbed my head back and forth getting his dick as far down my throat as possible. He then groaned and i felt a stream of cum shoot down my throat, followed by another and another. I promptly swallowed each 'shot' of cum as i continued to suck his dick and didn't find the taste that bad at all. He relaxed slightly so i slowed down and sucked him dry for the next minute or two.
It felt pretty surreal at that point, how in about half an hour i had gone from someone who had done nothing to someone who had done all of that. We walked back to the car and he drove me back to where he picked me up. We mentioned that we would just say 'hello' as mates if we saw each other again (which we never did, thankfully) and i didn't see another ad of his on craigslist so perhaps him and his girlfriend got more serious.
I do remember though that in the texting beforehand he mentioned having a mate who might be interested too, but i wussed out of sucking both of them off on my first 'attempt'. I haven't done anything with a guy since that two years ago, but if the offer for sucking off two guys came up again i'd definitely think about it long and hard that's for sure.