ChefChiTown
The secret ingredient? MY BALLS
For your sake, I'm not going to waste time going into the whole story, but my ex-girlfriend broke up with me a few years back and it really fucked up my life (at that time). We went out for a few years and I wanted to marry her and have a ****** with her. I literally gave up everything I had in order to be with her.
Honestly, it took me a reeeeeally long time to fully get over it, but I eventually moved on with my life. People always say that "time heals all wounds", which is true to a point, but big wounds usually leave big scars.
Recently, some of my friends have started e-mailing me all sorts of pictures because they want to show me what they've been up to back "home"; parties, barbecues, whatever. Well, one of my friends is dating a close friend of my ex's and my ex has been popping up in a lot of the pictures I'm getting.
Even though it's been a few years since she broke up with me and a long, long time since I've gotten over her, I still feel like throwing up every time I see her face and I don't get it. When I look at her, it's like all of the past memories I had with her and all of the emotions that I went through instantly re-surface and it absolutely fucks with my head. I don't know if it's normal or what, but it's somewhat freaking me out a little bit.
I just wanted to see if anyone had any thoughts on this, or even experienced this themselves.
Honestly, it took me a reeeeeally long time to fully get over it, but I eventually moved on with my life. People always say that "time heals all wounds", which is true to a point, but big wounds usually leave big scars.
Recently, some of my friends have started e-mailing me all sorts of pictures because they want to show me what they've been up to back "home"; parties, barbecues, whatever. Well, one of my friends is dating a close friend of my ex's and my ex has been popping up in a lot of the pictures I'm getting.
Even though it's been a few years since she broke up with me and a long, long time since I've gotten over her, I still feel like throwing up every time I see her face and I don't get it. When I look at her, it's like all of the past memories I had with her and all of the emotions that I went through instantly re-surface and it absolutely fucks with my head. I don't know if it's normal or what, but it's somewhat freaking me out a little bit.
I just wanted to see if anyone had any thoughts on this, or even experienced this themselves.
