Feeling like there is a curse on my ******.
My ****** ****** away five days ago. For the last two days I am pretty certain i have been possessed by an evil spirit that is hurling ****** whenever anyone takes my sisters name. Last night i couldn't ***** coz i was cursing non stop. Its ridiculous because whenever i see my sisters photograph my mind starts speaking on its own like a madman and i cant seem to control it. This also happened during my grandfathers death.
There have been divorces, accidents, suicides, deaths and turmoil for the last ten years now and god knows when this is going to stop. I truly feel I need to get a priest / pandit to do some puja to ward off an evil eye i think has been cast by an unforgiving soul that lives next door, an aunt, who has blamed my ****** for causing a fire in the **** that caused the death of my two distant cousins who went in to save the cattle getting burnt inside. We lived as a joint ****** once but separated later on so the house is still one but divided by a partition. I guess it was but natural to point fingers at us...
Any way I am just freaked out right now and fucking scared to say the least about this voice in my head. I haven't done any hard ***** in the last two years just in case you're wondering and am completely normal while interacting with other people . Its only when im alone.
My ****** ****** away five days ago. For the last two days I am pretty certain i have been possessed by an evil spirit that is hurling ****** whenever anyone takes my sisters name. Last night i couldn't ***** coz i was cursing non stop. Its ridiculous because whenever i see my sisters photograph my mind starts speaking on its own like a madman and i cant seem to control it. This also happened during my grandfathers death.
There have been divorces, accidents, suicides, deaths and turmoil for the last ten years now and god knows when this is going to stop. I truly feel I need to get a priest / pandit to do some puja to ward off an evil eye i think has been cast by an unforgiving soul that lives next door, an aunt, who has blamed my ****** for causing a fire in the **** that caused the death of my two distant cousins who went in to save the cattle getting burnt inside. We lived as a joint ****** once but separated later on so the house is still one but divided by a partition. I guess it was but natural to point fingers at us...
Any way I am just freaked out right now and fucking scared to say the least about this voice in my head. I haven't done any hard ***** in the last two years just in case you're wondering and am completely normal while interacting with other people . Its only when im alone.
