Re: Dead Performers
It depends. Some of them are just accidents or illness, which is sad and might make seeing them perform a little difficult.
With Savannah (Shannon Wilsey), I could no longer watch her in a video. One can say she was her own worst enemy by allowing scumbags to take advantage of her, but she was young when she met that POS Gregg Allman, and her home life was horrible. She was truly a lost soul, along with drugs and her choice of boyfriends pushed her into a realm that was certainly going to spiral downward without intervention. A lot can be said about Savannah, she was stubborn, mean, and hated life for the most part, but she was loyal to her true friends and deep down was just crying inside.
It's clear to those who've read about her or knew her that she wasn't the greatest performer on film. She was very boring and almost tuned out the sex. In private she was said to be a wild child and really into sex, the complete opposite of on screen. IMO she didn't like performing sex on camera, and was only in it for the money. It got her some recognition from fans and celebrities, and that was all she really wanted in life at that point.
When she comitted suicide, she had fallen into bad times financially. Her car was a prized possesion and she had just smashed into a tree/fence. Add that to the injuries she felt were going to ruin her beauty, along with drugs, and she was overcome with depression and loss of control. Knowing what I know about her, I feel very sorry for her and the friends who really loved her. Jeanna Fine was torn up about it, and it's clearly visible in the scenes she performed after Savannah died.
Knowing all of this, I simply can't watch her in porn.
R.I.P. Savannah