It sickens me.
Yet i can't look away...
Thats exactly how I feel when I watch the videos.
I am guessing that it is my inquisitive nature that makes me want to see that stuff, but then when I watch it I feel like a total jack-ass for doing so.
Maybe, it is because the City that I live in is full of homeless people. Everywhere I go there seems to be a homeless person there. The same was true for the city that I grew up in, homeless people everywhere.
But, they are two different types of homeless. The City I grew up in had the homeless that sat in the same spot on the sidewalk every day (the homeless people knew not to take another homeless persons spot or there would be trouble) and begged for money. I always felt like I should give them some change.
The city that I live in now, the homeless people here they push around shopping carts full of there belongings and all the bottles that they have collected. (gotta be careful when you take out the trash, there may be a homeless person in the dumpster)
to take a quote from the song "Underwear goes inside the pants" by the artist "Lazyboy"
"This homeless guy asked me for money the other day. I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol. And then I thought, that's what I'm going to use it on."
The thought of it just gives me this weird feeling on the inside
if you listen to the rest of the lyrics:
"Why am I judging this poor bastard. People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they're just going to waste it. Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit? Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He's homeless. I walked behind this guy the other day. A homeless guy asked him for money. He looks right at the homeless guy and says why don't you go get a job you bum. People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy."
makes you really think, doesn't it? It sure makes me think. Makes me think how lucky I am to have grown up in the family that i did.
sometimes if I am not able to finish my meal at a restaurant I will get the leftovers in a doggy bag and then give it to a homeless person, or i will even take them into a fast food joint and buy them a burger and fries.