When I first came here I was racist. Well that is relative so some ppl may still think I am. But I was not attracted to black women. For some reason around November of this year I started liking them. At the same time I started hating white women. Mostly for things that they have done to me in real life but another thing is porn. I see white women in porn with black men and I am disgusted by it and I know it sounds stupid but it causes me to look at all white women with disgust. Currently I have a white girlfriend who has done things to me that I hate her personally for. I have been with her for going on a year. But since November I have had black girlfriends too. Some of them I was honest with about my white girlfriend and some of them I lied to.
I will start off with the differences. When I come on to a white woman, unless it is obvious I am fairly wealthy I
expect rejection 9 out of 10 times even with average looking girls and I think I am a handsome person. I have been rejected by white women who I was out of their league.The
first black girl I talked to responded to me and I got her phone number and she was model material. I was shocked.
Difference 2: Some black women will try to use you like white women. However most appreciate kindness and chivalry. Today it seems this is a turn-off to white women.
Difference 3: The sex! I don't know what it is but women I didn't find sexually attractive a year ago turn me on so much. Before I started dating black women I had never went down on a girl. It could be my imagination but they seem to get wetter and definately seem to be more turned on. I am not small but with white women I have had plenty of dead fish sex with the occasional noises that sounded more like grunts of pain than pleasure.
4: White women think that whatever is going on in their heads is the most important thing in the universe. They will talk your ear off about something you have absolutely no interest in. There was this FAT girl once (again way out of her league) but I am also the type of person who tries to connect with women so I will look past that. Anyway we went out and she talked me to death about the Insane Clown Posse and how the world would end in 2012
And then had the nerve not to call ME back. I am the one that is supposed to be ignoring her calls :1orglaugh The myths about black women being mean and rude are wrong. They may look like that but you have black men who would take this crazy WHALE before them. And a year ago I was the same way. But if you try just smiling at them and talking you would be suprised.
Right now I have the white girlfriend. I have never told her how I felt and she would be suprised to know that I liked black women. I also have a black woman who knows about her. She doesn't mind and I go places with her and things. I don't act embarrassed of her. I love her and I help her out financially sometimes. She does try to get me to break up with my white girlfriend though. The only reason I keep the other girl around is because I feel satisfied like I am getting back at her. There is another black woman who won't stop calling me
(like I said not all of them are good). Anyway just saying if you have trouble with women try broadening your horizons.
