I can't speak for Mayhem, and I know 99.9% of readers won't relate, but here's my explanation anyway if you care to read it:
There are lots of hot blondes who pump out hundreds of thousands of b/g pictures and movies every year. If I need a b/g fix, there's no shortage of choice. I can ramble off the names of two dozen hotties right now. And that's just blondes.
Amber is different. She doesn't bounce around signing up to the highest bidder, performing in whatever medium the contract states. She doesn't make appearances in conventions and radio shows. She'll never make it big in the industry, but she obviously doesn't want to. In ~7 years, she's only modeled for Softwood, and while some find her boring because her shoots are so similar, I admire her for it. She has obvious convictions about what she will and will not do, because no doubt she gets requests all the time for b/g, g/g, toys, or whatever. But she's happy doing what she's doing, and I don't want her to change.
I put her on a pedestal for what she
doesn't do... and for being pretty beyond comprehension.
Go ahead... call me nuts... I can take it! :lame: :wtf: :ban:
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