I'm right now a completely confused one. I taught my first batch of students today, and believe me, your sister was a nervous wreck. Having more than eighty pairs of eyes on you is like having attacked by similar numbers of laser beams. My knee was trembling, eyes were unfocused and a continuous worry, "whether the students are trying to mock me?"
Bhaia, pray for me and ask God to give me strength so that tomorrow I face this better. I can not concentrate on anything else. Sorry.
Love, a lot to you.